How do I stop kc from opening in my miui phone? I want to block it. Its blocked already on pc.
Seems like she retired. Such a shame. If I was a rich American I would have liked to hire her, in my current situation I would have liked to see more about her online...
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Met a friend from highschool today.
Had not talked to him for a decade.
Very interesting conversations about space, space exploration but also anime. We kinda agree on some politics stuff too.
I started having feelings for him. Not something special but wonder if I enjoy the company of men.
How was your day Bernd?
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>open kc.rip
<sperging about a slovenian poster
<advertising for schizo nazi books
<MUH TRADWAIFU LIFESTYLE
>mfw
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Told a Ukrainian girl I wanted to marry her. Her and her parents agreed.
Then I woke up.
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I used to be deeply involved with women but as of last year I've completely dehumanised them in my head. I only speak ironically or formally with them, I don't sexualise them apart from when I watch porn which is increasingly less-female and I don't have any female platonic friends.
I don't actively hate them, sometimes I fantasize about raping one of them but I don't really care about them a lot and I wouldn't be unhappy if I didn't leave any children behind.
It's not specifically MGTOW, but I have started to cut women out from my base necessities. Like when I walk in the street, I rarely look at or notice cute women. I look straight in front of me, most times, or stare them right in the eyes to make them uncomfortable.
What about you Bernd? Am I just a fox who's lamenting sour grapes?
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The sun
Bright, bold, clear, unchanging,
The masculine principle.
The moon,
Mysterious, shape-shifting, temperamental,
The feminine principle.
No sexism is implied here,
For both principles exist in both sexes,
In each one of us.
The sun is Shiva,
is the Lord,
The Father,
He is Awareness,
Brahman,
Stillness,
That-which-never-changes.
The moon is Shakti,
is the divine Goddess,
the Holy Spirit,
The phenomena that appear in awareness,
Maya,
Wisdom,
That which is ever-changing.
The moon’s light depends on the Sun’s
and cannot exist without it,
and Shakti emanates from Shiva,
and cannot exist without Him.
But there is no Shiva without Shakti:
They are one and the same,
the differentiation between them being only conceptual,
imaginary:
Divine mystical union,
Yoga,
Religion.
In Dzogchen the union is called cognising awareness,
or knowing spaciousness;
The spaciousness is samatha, Shiva,
The knowingness is vipashyana, Shakti.
All this mystical symbolism,
This esoteric terminology,
All just to describe Life,
All just to describe ordinary everyday experience,
All just to describe you,
As you already are.
FUCKFUCKFUCK IM TRYING TO FIND A FEW COZY MINS TO MASTURBATE BUT MY PARENTS KEEP ENTERING MY ROOM ASKING ME TO DO SHIT
AND ITS ALWAYS LIKE "BEEEEEEERND!!!" *opens door* "COME OUT AND HELP ME WOTH X" *doesnt close door*
AND THEN IM NAKED IN BED AND NEED TO FIND A WAY TO GET DRESSED UNDER MY BLANKET FUCKKKKK I SHOULDNT HAVE COME HERE DURING HOME OFFICE I WANT TO COOM SO HARD RN JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ALREADY
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Watched Akagi anime, want to learn Mahjong rules.
Diet didn't go well last week, this week it will go better. Added peanut butter muesli bars to the daily intake.
Sent application to volunteer for Red Cross.
Elections failed. Left block suffered a huge blow. Poor spirits.
Talked with a guy with autism from a Dutch autism website, good talk, meeting the 31st.
Housemate interrupted me in middle of call, not first time he's been insulting. Says I need to crack open window because my room stinks.
Bernd cleans his room and knocks on his door, say I'll complain if he keeps insulting. Guy works himself up into fighting mode. Luckily Bernd is calm and collected and this Moroccan nigger isn't given a reason to bite.
Immediately reported him to landlord/social worker for aggressive behaviour.
He doesn't know I read books about Auschwitz (Banalitat des Bosens) and know the best way to get rid of unwanted guests. That's just a joke in poor taste.
How was your week, fren?
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Sixteen to twentysix year old women are always on their way to..Bernd2021-03-15 00:16:24 · 5yNo. 112090
>...OR GOING BACK FROM BEING FUCKED.
fucking LMAO
I used to be a skinny kid, but now I'm skinny fat.
I will start to monitor and limit my calorie intake and I will bike through the city on long stretches at a time. I used to be handsome and skinny, but now I'm pudgy and I look old.
Formerly fat Bernds, how do you solve this crisis of manhood?
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It did work for me though.
In my first year of living alone, I ate almost only burgers, pizza and energy drinks and ice cream while shitposting and when I dropped out of uni because of it I found myself skinny fat.
Building up muscles first and then having to do a diet only to lose some of your built up muscles sounds stupid.
Maybe there is some training magic tricks but I don't know them and am too stupid to use them.
So yeah I just ate healthier food, lost almost 15kg in one year and after 2 more years of only a few days with bad food / week and swimming/walking, I look good again.
Higher metabolic rates mean you can eat more and you'll burn it faster and store less fat.
Muscle growth is slow and will make you gain weight, preventing you from working out for longer periods of time because of your slow metabolism and cardio.
Losing fat first means you have a higher metabolism and cardio, eating more and working out for longer.
Whatever way you turn it, since gyms are closed, it's best if I first reach that BMI cut-off between underweight and normal and then start to eat lamb, chicken and fish like a crazed man once gyms open.