I hate pedochan

I bring you pardism.

Eatenings against

 

Mother made some Chinese BBQ pork buns, epic.

I just cooked and ate vegetarian sausages.

 

Ama.

I wish this board had more activity

It's likely these savages will never know the grace of democracy.

My Ikea Markus is EOL, so I plan to spend ~800€ on a Wilkhahn AT for comfortable home officing and general lurking.

 

R8 plan

BO did you change the design a little bit? I have now the white edging, but only in Classic Layout. See second pic how it was.

Tomorrow I'll go on another date.

 

I don't know how many I went on this year, but roughly one per week. If it doesn't go well, it will be the last one for a while, though. (I uninstalled Tinder and Bumble. I didn't get many interesting matches anymore and it just felt cringe to have a carefully curated profile trying to appeal to someone and everyone who sees it is trash anyway.)

 

I have a good feeling about this, however. Nerdy polyamorous girl I already talked about Tolkien and Warhammer with.

At German Bernds what can go wrong when i torrenting through free WiFi?

I was sitting in downtown, minding my own, when a rogue homosexual approached me. He firstly apologized regarding his friend's attempts to say hello to me, then in a very submissive body language that showed he had took great effort to talk to me, asked me if I wanted to hang out shortly after explaining I'm a very attractive man he's been noticing in town for quite some time.

I granted him my thanks and told him a good no, but there still dwells an uneasiness in me about the duo.

First, the older homosexual approached me in this fine library to discuss his avarice and if I would be interested in partaking in a session after hours. I told him no as you already knew but this occurred several months ago. Since then I've caught the culprit sneaking around the library as I've either been shitposting or reading.

Now I do question their motives. Clearly they want to bugger but it goes deeper than that and I fear what other filth they'll get up to as I'm mindlessly enjoying my time off.

 

I also bested my previous 100 cheese stack in Tetris by twenty seconds, making my record a clean 08:04:00, which is warming after the endless practice and my inability to t spin.

Should all Dutch IPs get banned?

 

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It feels bad I'll never be able to see Frank Zappa live in concert.

Although the thread is still available in the catalog I couldn't reply to it since "thread sunk too deep". Sad and also why?

 

I attached the other thread text-only and for better understanding (mostly the outfit cleavage episode) the pictured version for the Bernds who are new to my blog.

 

Hier wir gehen:

So even though I've seen her for months now we've never talked about sexuality, because it doesn't play a role in my life other than masturbating sometimes, I don't deem it important, haven't brought it up and she never asked.

So last time I was talking about my dull, sober life I don't really enjoy (see the other thread about drug consumption) and gave thought about "why not start with substance x y z again in a controlled and sensible way?" and then she interrupted me, starting with "my I ask you a really intimate question?" I said sure, if I don't like the question I will just not answer.

Then she went on with "what role does sexuality play in your life?" and I was like "uhm? I don't see anyone or anything like that. So it doesn't really" (she knows that I live a hermit life) and then she continued with "what about masturbation? Do you masturbate?" And I said yeah, sure sometimes. But why do you ask?

 

While saying that I noticed how I got a little bit aroused and felt a small sensation in my penis, expecting a bulge I looked into my crotch for a moment (just a small bulge, barely noticeable for me) and might have also moved my arms so that I protected my crotch from her lustful glances (I mostly look on the floor when talking, because her eye contact confuses me occasionally, so I don't actually know if she looked at my crotch. But she probably noticed my behavior)

 

She replied something like "for some people that's some kind of important source of intensity in their life" or something like that.

And then I said I have more important issues (than _trying_ to get laid right now). Would you recommend me installing tinder or what? (As if doing that is not another great way for possible increasing depressiveness, right?)

I might have reacted a little bit butthurt, I'm not even totally sure why.

 

I just saw the possibility that she will annoy me by recommending magic tricks a la "just have sex!" in the future. Acting like having sex is just installing tinder and having a vagina - with her female bias and perspective and such. So if she recognized my butthurtness she will refrain from doing that?

 

Did she violate my boundaries by asking about me masturbating? Is this the continuing slippery slope of sexual transgression and boundary violations I'm seeing of her (and probably hoping for, wishfully thinking)?

What's her plan? What's next?

 

Also: we started reading the book a few weeks ago and continue doing so. Every session we talk about the stuff we read, but just for some minutes, usually extending the 50 minute sessions for some more minutes. 2 or three sessions ago she told me she really likes talking with me about the book. I like it too.