Have to agree, when I masturbate it is sad and mechanical, when I dream it involves passion.

 

I fap to prevent the side effect of the dreams though

I never really had wet dreams. I mostly wake up if dreams get sexual

I often catch myself in my dreams, as they're more common than I anticipated, to stop any sort of release and control my animalistic urge to release.

The downside is I generally wake up smelling of cum, which means I need a shower that may or may not always be available to me at that time.

 

I've had multiple dreams where I force myself to wake up by asking myself "Is it worth it? Do you want to coom after x amount of months?" Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't after a safety check. This latest one was automatic, meaning I'm a weak man.

 

I gotta give up the sugar and technology again. Fug.

I don’t think your average marvel and Star Wars movie watching pleb is going to understand anything going on in the movie.

It is literally called “Muad’dib’s Jihad” in the books. You can’t just swap in “crusade“ if you respect the source material.

It seems I misunderstood the OP, I thought it was the other way around.

Intredasding. Where does one get Oblivion mods these days?

Not exactly, it somehow manages to stay lore-friendly. Ignore the ushanka screenshot, it really does its best trying to stay true to lore.

Tesnexus mostly. What intrigues me the most is that they still make mods for Oblivion.

Why not? I recently played Oblivion, too. And it's a really nice game.

He's a silent guardian, a watchful protector. A dark knight. His work here is done, and until his help is needed again, he will stay in the shadows.

It's not really cancer. BBCfinn only wörks where he is needed. He is like one of the posters of the imageboardapocalypse.

What's the caffeine content like?

t.buzzed after a V

It has creatine In it too, it’s a pre workout energy drink

 

It makes you fast

Supposedly frank zappa had an oscillating sleep regime. His excuse about staying up at night was the night's peacefulness and I too have witnessed how calm it is with a lack of cars, people and other distractions.

Sadly, my current living situation doesn't allow this, but I would love to use modern technology to improve the lighting situation in my apartment and make it mimic natural patterns to some degree.

- blinders that open automatically in the morning to let the sun in, but are closed at night to keep artificial light out

- if it's winter and I need to get up before dawn I would have lights go on automatically to wake me more naturally

... stuff like that.

I almost forgot! Passionflower extract is excellent stuff for knocking yourself out in the evening. Much more potent than melatonin in this regard. Melatonin is still worth it even taken together with passionflower because it makes sleep more refreshing

Why no homeoffice? Homeoffice sounds cozy

I worked in homeoffice at my first internship and it was shit.

I'm at the end of uni right now and I'll try to set up a life where I have homeoffice most of the time with maybe some conference or other people event every few weeks.

I have collected buttons for years and thought I might start learning sowing skills by fixing broken clothes. Sowing on buttons, patching holes etc. But the only way my clothes break is breakdown of the materials, which can't really be fixed without replacing almost everything.

 

So I decided to change my focus on actually making clothing myself. I asked the man, the myth, the legend Knoch himself for advice on how to start and actually got really helpful replies. But I'm afraid the first things I need to invest in are a sowing machine and a clothing iron. I'll see if I can get the machine for free from one of my grandmas. They are from the first generation that abandoned traditions like self-made clothing for post-war Wirtschaftswunder consoomerism, so they probably don't use theirs anymore.

 

Any tips where to find ressources for a first sowing project? I'm thinking some kind of field jacket I can wear on hikes.

Sometimes, patches can look pretty. There's also a way to fix crotch blowouts by sewing the hole shut, almost like weaving new fabric on top of the existing one. When done properly, you can't even notice from distance. Now that's a skill I'd love to master.

 

Did Knoch sew that jacket? Sewing your own stuff seems to be a very decent hobby, even though it sounds gay. That's a skill that takes years of practice, though.

 

 

I'd try to find the sewing pattern of Wehrmacht M44, can't think of anything more primitive than that. It was designed to be extremely simple in production, after all.

Gonna order this Chinese puffer from late 80's and take a break from the shopping spree, it's getting out of hand.

 

Less than 35 bucks for three new items though, cheaper than thrifting, and I paid for shipping each time.

Whatever happened to kotchan?

Did you watch lord of war or what?

I remember when watched perfect storm. I now dream about being a fisherman working on fishing vessel. Those are good adventures to experience.

Tfw no north sea crab fisher ;_;

This.

Are Scythian or orzi bydlo?

I think the KC-standard is the Nipple test.

With AfD being a Kremlin's agent and Dritte Weg/NPD looking absolutely unelectable, things do look bleak. But the shift to Right is inevitable, it's a matter of time. People promised that shift for years but now it actually looks convincing enough.

 

Sounds more like a salt mine rather than a grain.

True, ties with mafia are the sad norm of capitalist states, but this case is unique. He isn't just a politician with ties to mafia, he is a politician emerging from mafia. That's different for countries outside Africa and Latin America.

 

Want other examples of his office's irrationality?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NTV_(Russia)#Talk_show_with_people_of_Ryazan_and_FSB_members

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beslan_school_siege#Storming_by_Russian_forces

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Russian_apartment_bombings

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kursk_submarine_disaster

He was from KGB. Telling that KGB is a mafia is far fetched.

 

And lets go to your cases:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NTV_(Russia)#Talk_show_with_people_of_Ryazan_and_FSB_members

This case is not clear for me. Some guys in government threatened NTV for bombings reports.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beslan_school_siege#Storming_by_Russian_forces

Russians special forces doing badly in hostage saving situation is not new to me. But hostage operation is one thing and assasination attempt is another.

 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Russian_apartment_bombings

The whole case is shady I have to agree. Especially I was concerned how jirinovsky was shut during his speech. Later he told to that zoomer reporter that he denies the idea that intelligence agencies were behind it and said that there could be some mistake. Believe him or not is up to you.

 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kursk_submarine_disaster

Kursk submarine was a mess I agree on that. It was a tragedy and they valued their secrets more than soldier lives.

 

I can even bring more cases. The last horrible disaster was in cemerevo where all was shitty prepared and shitty implemented. So many children died in fire and that fat annoying cunt in charge just left his position instead of further prosecution.

 

But still look. I will try to explain.

The version which is promoted by western propaganda is that putin killed a leader of opposition with novichok poison.

 

First of all, so called novichok failed with skripal assasination. Which is btw another case which ended up nowhere. And west likes to tie those cases assuming that putin actually poisoned scripals. And this version already falls appart since it makes no sense to use poison that failed once alredy. Besides there is many more easier ways to kill a person and even make look it like an accident. There is no point for such a james bond circus with horses they try to portray.

 

Secondly what are motives behind it?

How long is Navalny around? And Putin tolerated him all that time. More over in some latest elections he proved himeslf being some selfish populist not different than putin. I don't like peskov but he made a good point that navalny is so incompetent he could not unite opposition. Out of nowhere he becomes a threat to Putin so Putin poisons him. I just don't see any trigger that made him suddenly want to poison Navalny. If you could tell me something then it would be nice. I maybe miss something since I didn't follow navalny for long time due the fact how he keeps discrediting himself.

 

 

And finally, why send evidence?

Why would Putin want to give Navalny to the west where they could find any information against him? If I am a criminal and I commited a crime, then it is in my interest to avoid others to know that I did it therefore my actions would be hidding evidence no revealing it to other parties.

 

 

 

You can blame Putin creating such situation that he is considered the least evil by Russians and that whole opposition is just a bunch of clowns who are not reliable and could not be treated seriously. But that he somehow tried to assassinate Navalny is very unlikely because Navalnyi is no different from those clowns.

 

For now, the only way in which I would consider government somehow involved in all this case is that if Navalny somehow discovered something that would turn upside down everything.

this tbh. i still vote them because they are the only anti-migration party but they still suck.

Nobody is here today?

all deada because of the chink virus.

No that is not the reason. This is a relatively private beach, the locals know about it but they tell the tourists. It is after Labor Day so the tourists all go home and the beach returns into the hands of the fishermen and the locals. But I did expect to see more students from the local university?