Days ago I had a date with a beautiful blonde woman I met through okcupid. We kissed.
Then we had a second date today; we met in the park and she wanted either to go to her house or my house. Before, she mentioned that she didn't have a tv, I have and I also suggested an idea for us to a watch a British comedy together, but I told her that my apartment is shitty, that she should be prepared and I understand if she actually didn't want to go, but she wanted anyway.
When we finally went to my apartment- which is a special cesspoll of poverty as you can imagine of israel- she didn't want to enter. I said to her "since you are here already..." and she entered.
Sitting in my bed she said that she was bothered by something, maybe it was the political talk we had earlier, maybe it was when I mentioned that I may have autism and this for her is serious (I was only joking), and she had to go. She assured me that it wasn't because of my apartment, she said that for her this is like a panic attack that she can't explain and the climate was very strange when she left.
This makes me very sad because she is absurdly attractive. How should I proceed in this situation? Should I never contact her again? Is it so bad to live in a shitty apartment?
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