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GermanyBernd2020-08-27 20:09:00 · 6yNo. 100146reply
How to get gf? I don't want to be lonely anymore.
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United StatesBernd2020-08-28 02:12:40 · 6yNo. 100185reply
I just don’t feel like I deserve to be loved again.
 
Here was someone who cared about me and all I cared about was hating myself, to the point I threatened to throw myself from our commie block in Budapest. I don’t want to see myself with anyone else because I don’t want to hurt someone again. I’d rather die alone.
DenmarkBernd2020-08-28 03:16:13 · 6yNo. 100189reply
Nice bro keep going
GermanyBernd2020-08-28 11:02:32 · 6yNo. 100202reply
Thanks, will do.
United StatesBernd2020-08-29 12:44:56 · 6yNo. 100292reply
Just woke up from a dream.
 
Reaffirmed I will be lonely for the rest of my life.
 
I think the part about it that hurt the most was the most realistic part and that was asking my ex if she wanted to spend time with just me again and her saying in complete callousness that the only reason she spent time with me in the first place was to use me in a completely practical and unloving way, but because she is a woman it came off like she cared.
 
To people I’m nothing more than a means to an end. No one actually cares about me. Perfect way to start my weekend is to wake up and realize I feel lonely, unwanted and unloveable and it will always be like this, forever, until I can’t take it anymore.
 
I’m going to be replaying that scene in my head all day now of her basically telling me she feels nothing / has no reason to spend time with me. I just want to disappear. I don’t even want a gf anymore, it will just make these feelings worse again.

GermanySOUND THREADABernd2020-08-27 19:45:01 · 6yNo. 100139reply
hey bernd check out the ebin sound I made in my synthesizer
RussiaBernd2020-08-27 23:04:11 · 6yNo. 100166reply
good but make reverb more interesting try panning and shit
United StatesBernd2020-08-28 00:19:03 · 6yNo. 100177reply
p kewl
what kind of synth you got?
United StatesBernd2020-08-28 21:36:09 · 6yNo. 100259reply
good shit, whatcha use to make it?
GermanyBernd2020-08-28 22:11:54 · 6yNo. 100262reply
I dont think I can pan the reverb inside the synth, but I will try that in production
 
thanks, I'm using Pigments 2 by Arturia

MoscowBernd2020-08-28 15:18:33 · 6yNo. 100206reply
Today was a quiet day on BG.
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CaliforniaBernd2020-08-28 21:18:13 · 6yNo. 100254reply
based
GermanyBernd2020-08-28 21:26:03 · 6yNo. 100255reply
Go love children somewhere else you freak. We don't want you here.
RussiaBernd2020-08-28 21:29:36 · 6yNo. 100256reply
You can't cuddle children who are not your relatives.
United StatesBernd2020-08-28 21:32:27 · 6yNo. 100258reply
based
another kohl spotted

United StatesBernd2020-08-28 20:33:28 · 6yNo. 100243reply
is ylil rekt?
>“Temporary spam protection for 2 hours”
>for a week

SwedenBernd2020-08-28 07:59:09 · 6yNo. 100195reply
I'm sorry
RussiaBernd2020-08-28 08:01:11 · 6yNo. 100196reply
me the mom
GermanyBernd2020-08-28 08:41:31 · 6yNo. 100197reply
I do not understand.
FinlandBernd2020-08-28 19:31:20 · 6yNo. 100233reply
It's worse when the cringy thoughts come unannounced, when you have far more important things to do. Just suddenly you're making dinner and BAM back to high school awkwardness.

United StatesDID YOU KNOW...Bernd2020-08-27 23:22:38 · 6yNo. 100169reply
...that susan b anthony was a virulent white supremacist aka a literal nazi?
rumor is she used to keep these three strong independent women of color pictured left chained down in her basement for weeks at a time. only letting them free occasionally to clean the house for her at gunpoint, and perform cunnilingus on her and her fellow racist womens march members.
 
prior to going on the "celebrated" womens march, while in rochester NY, she reportedly kicked frederick douglass in the balls and said "cut your hair you stupid fucking nigger". this was of course cheered on by all of the hateful, spiteful white women marching alongside her in their quest for total white supremacy. a supremacy that would, upon her success, transcend the gender divide, allowing both white men and women to lord over all poor PoCs indiscriminately.
 
after her and her nazi entourage had finished voting, she gave a speech.
a speech so vile that this reporter here at vox cannot possibly relay to you viewers without literally shaking so hard that i oscillate out of my chair.
but perhaps i can show you some excerpts that demonstrate this wretched womans vitriolic hatred for all those darker than herself.
>"now i know everyone is trying to call me a civil rights leader, but lets not get the wrong idea here. i HATE niggers. my mother hated niggers, and her mother before that. and if i have anything to say about it, my daughter will hate niggers, and HER daughter as well."
she then when on to start throwing out nazi salutes, to which the crowd responded with a booming
>"ZIEG HEIL"
to commemorate the occasion, an incredibly offensive strawman caricature of a black man was then lynched, and set on fire.
 
this is the TRUTH behind one of the most vile, despicably evil white women to ever walk the earth.
and as a way to finally pay this demon back for the evil she has caused, this courageous vox reporter is not only asking YOU, the viewer, to amend history... but to demand that the 19th amendment be changed to EXCLUDE all white women from being eligible to vote, effective immediately.
 
CAN I GET A BLACK POWER?!?
United StatesBernd2020-08-27 23:23:04 · 6yNo. 100170reply
P.S. vox, fucking hire me you tards. i guarantee i could get more clicks for your retarded propaganda outlet

GermanyBernd2020-08-27 17:42:22 · 6yNo. 100127reply
Making an steak with fryed potatos and onions for the second time in my life. First try was yesterday.
 
r8 and extrapolate your cooking onions
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RussiaBernd2020-08-27 18:59:19 · 6yNo. 100132reply
Noice, i also made some snacks today
GermanyBernd2020-08-27 19:09:41 · 6yNo. 100134reply
Yeah, I don't think I will do it again very soon. 250 grams of meat is a bit too much to be enjoyable for one meal, in my opinion. But I wanted to try it and I managed pretty well with the cooking, I think. I was always a bit intimidated by cooking meat, but I'm starting to figure it out.
 
Looks pretty ok. Bon appetit!
FinlandBernd2020-08-27 19:34:21 · 6yNo. 100136reply
How much did the steak meat cost?
GermanyBernd2020-08-27 20:04:00 · 6yNo. 100145reply
Around 15€ for 500g I think.

RussiaBernd2020-08-27 01:30:12 · 6yNo. 100098reply
Does EVERY person experience bad breath after sleep and if yes, why does it happen after sleep specifically?
GermanyBernd2020-08-27 02:18:56 · 6yNo. 100099reply
Because of dehydration and lack of saliva flow in your mouth. Your Saliva kills bacteria.
GermanyBernd2020-08-27 20:03:27 · 6yNo. 100144reply
Make sure to clean your mouth very thoroughly before sleeping, so the bacteria don't have anything to feed on during your sleep.

GermanyBernd2020-08-27 13:36:13 · 6yNo. 100106reply
Why do people discriminate against redheads?
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United StatesBernd2020-08-27 15:21:11 · 6yNo. 100121reply
must be a kraut thing
theyre seen as rare here
 
only the wimminz tho
redhead dudes are seen as demons and beneath contempt
this is likely due to the south park episode, and due to the saying "rotten redheaded stepchild"
RussiaBernd2020-08-27 16:56:14 · 6yNo. 100126reply
But it says .de so you must trust it
GermanyBernd2020-08-27 17:43:08 · 6yNo. 100128reply
I believe its good ol' anglo racism against the Irish.
United StatesBernd2020-08-27 18:23:01 · 6yNo. 100129reply
could be
burgers generally dont have very strong connections to their ancestors in terms of race tho as all are le 56%
i honestly think its more just the memes

United StatesAPOLOGIZEBernd2020-08-26 23:05:23 · 6yNo. 100064reply
this is, like so freaking RUDE omggggggggg
say ur sry rushka
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RussiaBernd2020-08-26 23:55:12 · 6yNo. 100074reply
Even though the mob of Gremlin is a complete financial vassal of America, there is still some sort of real competition going on, mostly drug trade related, like in Venezuela: the whole thing with Gremlin keeping Maduro in power is about getting a thicker slice of cocaine trade.
Not sure about Syria, my tinfoiled bet is that both Ukraine and Syria are the places where dogs train for the upcoming civil war, which still won't happen since they will end up vastly outnumbered.
SeychellesBernd2020-08-27 03:08:00 · 6yNo. 100104reply
Are you Vladimir Putin?
MoscowBernd2020-08-27 13:58:54 · 6yNo. 100110reply
I have certain connections down there.
United StatesBernd2020-08-27 16:00:11 · 6yNo. 100123reply
>there is still some sort of real competition going on, mostly drug trade related
>like in Venezuela: the whole thing with Gremlin keeping Maduro in power is about getting a thicker slice of cocaine trade.
this is the most realistic explanation for why we bother fucking w you guys that ive heard so far
sounds like exactly whats happening
 
especially with US moving more towards oil independence, rushka would need something to fill those financial cracks

United StatesBernd2020-08-27 02:56:35 · 6yNo. 100102reply
america
RussiaBernd2020-08-27 14:15:37 · 6yNo. 100113reply
based
RussiaBernd2020-08-27 14:30:11 · 6yNo. 100117reply
cemented*
GermanyBernd2020-08-27 14:54:53 · 6yNo. 100120reply
god i hated those adds. Nearly got an heart attack everytime this shit came up.

CanadaBernd2020-08-25 21:27:43 · 6yNo. 99956reply
what happened to mintboard.org?
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GermanyBernd2020-08-26 01:06:22 · 6yNo. 99991reply
Oh okay. I am sorry i am autistic.
RussiaBernd2020-08-26 18:16:03 · 6yNo. 100042reply
it werks now again
CanadaBernd2020-08-27 00:22:29 · 6yNo. 100081reply
United StatesBernd2020-08-27 02:50:26 · 6yNo. 100101reply
>imbluin

SwedenBernd2020-08-20 13:39:27 · 6yNo. 99736reply
This interface is very confusing and I am old and too bernd to learn new things, please where is old kc?
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GermanyBernd2020-08-26 22:50:22 · 6yNo. 100058reply
Just try it for a moment. I thought it was difficult, too. But after an hour it becomes more easy.
AustriaBernd2020-08-27 00:22:08 · 6yNo. 100080reply
Also, I couldn't upload webm. What the fug?
AustriaBernd2020-08-27 00:22:49 · 6yNo. 100082reply
Send screenshots.
RussiaBernd2020-08-27 00:39:22 · 6yNo. 100093reply
hmmm maybe corrupt webm

GermanyBernd2020-08-26 22:47:58 · 6yNo. 100055reply
I am Nord pro Bernd. Ask me anything.
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RussiaBernd2020-08-26 23:03:54 · 6yNo. 100063reply
Where did Rurik come from???
GermanyBernd2020-08-26 23:58:23 · 6yNo. 100075reply
I have not looked into that issue yet. Why do you ask? Is that an important topic in Russian circles?
GermanyBernd2020-08-27 00:28:50 · 6yNo. 100088reply
Whats the matter with Ulfberth swords? Where do they come from?
GermanyBernd2020-08-27 00:35:02 · 6yNo. 100090reply
Maybe I shouldn't call myself nord pro anymore since my expertise mainly is in literature and language, but people mainly ask archological stuff like this.
About Ulfberht swords I can't tell you much more than Wikipedia: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ulfberht_swords
 
I think it's interesting to keep in mind that the Rhineland was the most important place for metal working during the viking age and I have a pet theory that maybe they influenced the nordic idea of what dwarves were. The dragon from the story of Sigurd(Siegfried) the dragonslayer also had his hoard in the Rhineland.
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