You actually don't.
My oneitwas posted a new profile picture
My heart hurts now
Why do such simple things cause such pain?
I do not contact her, and she does not contact me. I do not have any social media, I just stalk hers because I remember the usernames. Usually nothing happens on them and it gives me a relieved feeling like she is dead but sometimes things change and it reminds me she is alive and reminds me I am a bad person who deserves to suffer. But I also like the feeling of being hopeless and the self loathing it brings
My dreams keep getting more elaborate and with more characters
I think I’m lonely
Go meet some people dude.
Yesterday midnight I went to some bench at a river.
I greeted the people who passed close to me and everyone who stopped to talk to me I offered some raspberries.
Try greeting people you walk by on the streets, a simple exchange of "Hi" is enough, try to do this at least once a day.
This little exercise was my first big step to become a social person.
Is it a sign you may be mentally ill if you have to fight with your subconscious for control over a dream?
It felt like I was talking indirectly with another me last night and he was running the show and I just wanted him to stop all the crazy scenarios and just calm my mind down and have nothing pass through my head
Educate yourselves, Bernds.
https://ec.europa.eu/home-affairs/sites/default/files/what-we-do/networks/radicalisation_awareness_network/ran-papers/docs/ran_ad-hoc_pap_fre_humor_20210215_en.pdf
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Allow me to articulate more on this point better bernd.
The people who make these shitty imageboards are dataminers that strip your information and sell it to third party websites, or worse. Think of them as kohlchan with more or less the same shit and illegal content, only less subtle and a lot more dumber. And even worse in terms of being a keinbernd. If you won't go to their website after they samefag and bump it to the front page 9001 times a week, they just throw a temper tantrum and spam the board it's in. Like underage children.
Around a year ago, they spammed our little website with the moonchan and managed to get into a scuffle with this website's owner. These are the same people unveiling their new abortion of a website here
You can see more of their stupid escapades in the following archived website. It's a long read of idiocy, so maybe dedicate an entire afternoon to read all of this board drama.
https://archive.is/svOiQ
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if 911 was insider job, maybe was chernobyl insider job too?
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doubt. there is no 100% plausible explanation of technical part. there were two explosions and many other strange things happened, that were never inspected. it could be artificial nuclear explosion
but lets look at motives and logic.
this british serial looks like an alibi attempt to me. so i start to ask questions about reasons why this accident was needed 1985 and who benefits.
1. existence of nuclear plants makes the myth of cold war busted. if you expect nuclear strikes on your territory you will never build nuclear plants. 2021 we can assume we live in global world full of fake conflicts. but it was the same world in 1985. overpopulation and control of bydlos was always main problem of ruling caste.
2. they needed a bigger disaster to dissolve soviet union - to explain people the need for reforms and to weaken central parts of russia/ukraine, the core land of resistance against central government in Moscow. reminder - same territories were depopulated and pacified by several artificial famines from exactly same party in moscow.
3. people on this lands were anarchistic - they were always rebelling against central government. so it was a bigger danger of some kind uncontrolled movement or creation of slavic union - intermarium.
4. we have seen sabotage acts of this kind in the past. russian czar lost almost entire fleet by exploding ships and sabotaged ammunition 1905-1917.
5. there must be something else, but for sure i dont trust this maniacs a single word and for sure everything we see in this serial is a lie
Nice website.
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Yes. The map is ugly, most non-empire human factions are cheap and ridiculous ideas (Tilea, Araby, Cathay... everything is just a cheap copy) the geography doesn't make a lot of sense and is ugly... But I think the most problematic thing is that it doesn't allow the factions to clash very often or just in very limited ways. Lizardmen are far away, basically fighting nobody except dark elves, Wood Elves are between the Empire and Bretonnia, who else would show up there, Chaos always comes from Russia and fights against Kislev and the Empire...
