I really should.
Feels bad that we never had the chance to get close because as a kid she'd never listen to me and always think the she knows my problems better than me which got me in big ass trouble and I kinda closed my heart.
She doesn't even know that I got bullied in school and that it all started because of this shitty extra table doctors told her I need.
Of course I didn't need it and it was bullshit and I told her 1000 times but she knew better.
Dad didn't help either.