I can't get a driving licence my man

 

If I could I'd probably be doing some nice outdoor shit.

Become a codergarch on the Ukraine.

 

 

Spend some more time coding. A couple of years, at least; five is even better. Ten, if you can manage that. It's a lucrative job and it should help you to achieve financial security over the years. When you would get some wealth, than you could think about changing jobs, or investing your money or some such.

 

Meanwhile, while you're building your wealth, you should pick up some hobby that would relief your brain and bring you joy. Perhaps, considering what've you told about yourself, something that doesn't require a good eyesight, something that would give your body physical exercises it needs, something that would make you socialize with people, and most importantly, something that you would profoundly enjoy. I don't know, may be hiking, may be hitting gym, may be swimming.

Do you like to see people or you prefer being alone?

Stop smoking weed you fag

Maybe try different hobbies that you could turn into a job. I'm not sure how limiting your eyesight issue is, but I recently watched a documentary about a blind guy and he works at the radio. Maybe that could be something fun and exciting and I'm sure there are ways for you to try this out as a hobby, make an podcast, join some local radio project or whatever.

 

Also explore the idea that maybe your job is alright and you don't need to change careers, but maybe just get a more fun life around it. Here too my advice would be trying new hobbies. Especially sports can give you a new appreciation for your body and confidence. Maybe go to the gym, it's a good exercise for anxious Bernds because you can do it at your own pace without a team.

 

Also therapy.

I love people.

I still value time alone though.

 

If I do that I'll be in my 30s when changing jobs and then I'll likely have to feed a family. In general, when doing a change in life, the younger you are the better it is, no?

 

t. just bought dope

 

I'm fit since I daily cycle everywhere up to 1h away because 404 driving license. Already got myself almost killed a few times in traffic though lmfao.

 

Ach Bernd, being a digital construction worker is so tiresome. I'm nothing but a replacable pawn, nobody has ever thanked me for my work. This job might be nice for the $$$ but it has no deeper meaning for me and I consider it as life time wasted.

 

I might legit try this

I didn't recommend sports just for being fit, there can also be a social aspect which is not there if you're just cycling. You can play team sports, join a club or just work out at the gym where you will eventually get to know the regulars and chat a bit. Just an idea to try...

 

If IT work doesn't seem meaningful to you, what does?

Sorry, I was a different man when I posted that. I'm a degenerate hypocritical junkie again but still advocate against using weed.

its ok

 

jobs that benefit people

cops, firefoghters, doctors, teachers... they all have a purpose. Meanwhile I work to make the rich even richer by optimising tasks robbing our planet.

Another great example would be my brother who does woodwork and creates expensive handmade furniture/items.

 

 

 

I'm thinking, perhaps I should chase my dream of becoming a professor in botany.

here are pics of my 420 plant, i think i have never showed you

I liked the way the roots found their way through the tub.

Fine looking plant. Could have been a healthy harvest had those rogue forest dwelling poles not nibbled on it.

hey is that a chili pepper in 3rd pic

yes, well guessed

How'd you feel about optimizing some software that is used for doing good? Like software used in hospitals?

 

I have a friend who does mathematics and he works on some kind of medical research so hopefully they can heal broken bones more effectively in the future.