I regret all the shit i did back then, it came from a place of low self-esteem and years of isolation, i saw that rental girlfriend shit and said "just for keks", should have stick to my mindset, listen to my gut and reject the kiss. This has just proven me how degenerate normies are, and that modern society has no salvation and needs to be destroyed, not taken seriously. Though that tranny did have a very femenine mentality, him hidding the fact he was a troon is just as how women hide their sexual past. That being said i'm currentlt rebuilding my life, thanks. I would suggest bernds to join nofap, almost 2 weeks and is just as seeing through the propaganda