update: everything is going fine... for now

No

More than a year has passed since I was intimate with a woman the last time.

I don't really miss it. I feel like when I have stable income and time and the desire too to start a family, I will start dealing with women again but until then I just want to be alone.

 

 

 

I hope not kohl

ne, not kohl, we're safe lol

 

it's understandable and valid wanting to be alone, though, so let it be

what is the worst that could happen?

the worst thing could be rejection, or "yo ive seen your posts, you're freaky stay away"

Does not sound like such a terrible outcome to me and there would be nothing you could do differently to change this in any way.

what's the worst outcome in your opinion? id take it personally and would never try reaching out someone ever again

That's the thing. There are no really bad outcomes. The worst is that the time you spend on messaging him was wasted on the wrong person.

Your brain just catastrophizes things and blows them out of proportion.

as someone said, "we suffer more in imagination than in reality"? it's all smart and cool but when you're overwhelmed by texting someone first for the first time, thinking rationally is not really a thing tbh, maybe you're always keeping your head cool and think rationally but not in my case