Today she watched BDSM toys in some online store and got super horny, texted me about it to masturbate together. These days I am unironically camping in my parents basement far away from home because I've got home office and the food here is free.
The problem is that my parents were talking loudly next door and could enter my room any second (they like doing that) and I also don't have a key, so I really couldn't get in mood to fap.
When I said that I can't right now she started to cry because I "rejected" her.
It was the first time since at least a month that she asked me directly to do something. She is really afraid of getting a "No" from me and this makes my life hard.
Apparently she is a very emotional person and can't help but taking a "No" from the person she loves personally.
It is not like I ever want to reject her, but I would like her to ask me if she wants something instead of being quiet because I might say no.