3 hours of not-so-intense studying today, I feel woozy doing that after only 5 hours of sleep. That should be enough, as I have never studied 5 days in advance of assignment deadline.
Drank two biers and finally got enough concentration to write now
Additional information: the biers were too light, should've got a third one but to lazy to go buy again
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I love BG not only for our small community but also for the fact no one posts news here.
It's a place of peace and rest.
I prefer not to know what's going on in the world because it only makes me sad.
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news in modern day is entertainment, and people are innately drawn to negativity
to increase the people consuming their news, the media focuses on the worst of the worst
sometimes ie nearly always when the news isnt terrible enough, they add more spin and even more negativity to it.
end result is a microscope on all the worst things happening around the world at a given point, told through a pessimistic lens.
i can definitely see how this would get to many, but i suppose ive just become numb to it over the years.
and perhaps its an indication of my own declining sanity, but i genuinely enjoy it, and often laugh at it.
its like dadaism come alive.
each day gets progressively more insane, and i wonder how it could be topped.
and then the next day comes, and behold: its even crazier.
for those who become demoralized from consuming too much of it, i recommend cold turkey cessation. news, unless its news about your immediate surroundings, generally does not affect the average persons day to day in a terribly a significant way. over time it can, sure, but if staying informed leads to you becoming depressed, then id say ignorance is bliss.
but if youre like me, then get the popcorn ready because it looks like were still just getting started
So I was at that so called snack shop where the sell some exotic junkfood which is not normally sold in stores. Got myself nazi chocolate but milk one this time. Also got that vinegar and salt pringles. It is fine but not something I wouldn't survive without. I don't quiet get why anglos like it.
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What happens if Biden wins?
Will Drumpft throw some bombs between November and January?
Will Joe make any big changes?
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I know that Nate Silver and fivethirtyeight has written a lot about how their polls were actually historically accurate, it's just that this race was so close that even a small margin of error could wrongly predict a result. For instance, if you predict that a candidate will win by 1% but they end up losing by 1% (as was the case with most of these "horribly biased and inaccurate" 2016 polls) then your prediction is still more accurate than predicting that a candidate will win by 10% when they actually win by 5%, because in the former your margin of error is only 2% and in the latter it's a whole 5%. The average person just doesn't understand statistics very well, and people were both placing too much trust in a certain outcome for a very close race and felt either very disappointed or vindicated when tge results were not as predicted. This created a convenient scapegoat of bad pollsters who the left could blame for Trump's victory and the right could blame for his low popularity, even though the pollsters did a fairly good job of accurately showing the closeness of the race.
mostly agree tbh
that said there were quite a few blatant ones that were so horribly inaccurate that i can only assume that their only purpose was to demoralize and try to keep some drumpf voters home on election night seems to have backfired. not only did it instill a sense of urgency in conservative voters, but it gave many dem voters a sense of complacency. my gf (literal gommie SJW neolib progressive) at the time stayed home because she thought it was a shoe in (and was also feeling "bernt-out" and didnt really dig shillary that much to begin with)
What does Bernd play right now? Any games on the wishlist?
Right now im playing Fallout4 with like 40gb of mods, also Warhammer 2 Total war with the SFO mod.
Also waiting for some good mount and blade Bannerlords mods to come out.
And Hell let loose, a Multiplayer shooter set in world war 2. The maps are beautiful and the sounds frightening, really brings the horrors of war into bernds bedroom.
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What's your genreal conclusion on this social experiment?
To me, it seems to be a very valuable piece of cinematography. This is somewhat relative to Dziga Vertov's "man with a movie camera", though the times have changed and people are not so happy about cameras anymore.
Surveillance cameras help solving actual crimes but in the end of the day I think it's them who made people so hostile towards cameras.
This and his "in yo face" approach to doing it.
anyone ever used one of these for emulation? looking to build a semi-portable emulation station that i can take with me on the road.
how accurate are they? is latency and/or slowdown a huge issue? id be outputting to a CRT most of the time.
im only really looking to emulate up to about the 16bit era, maybe some arcade games too if it can handle it.
cant imagine that i would need a very expensive one but there sure are a lot of options. makes my head swim just trying to remember which is which.
also, id like to at least be able to play 2 player, and if possible up to 4 player games.
it looks like all the newer ones the "4" models have 4 USB slots, but are a bit more expensive.
but i was wondering if there was any way to cheese this, perhaps with some sort of "USB multitap" or whatever youd call it?
and if anyone has ever built one, how hard is it to deal with all those really small wires/chips on the PCB in terms of soldering? im ""okay"" at soldering and have done it a lot with like guitars and stuff like that, but tbh im kinda intimidated to try something as small as those raspberry kits that come totally un-assembled. my hands arent that steady
picrel is the one im eyeing up rn
you think this would be adequate?
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prolly just gonna go for the newer one 4B i guess.
its hard to find anyone who ships the older ones w out ridiculous shipping costs. my buddys got amazog prime, so ill just buy it through him and itll end up being cheaper.
plus the new one has a fan and can be overclocked to ~2Ghz, which while totally unnecessary for what im going to do with mine most of the time, is pretty kewl
didnt realize these things had gotten so powerful tbh
the biggest nightmare so far has been trying to find a 3.5mm/rca cable that will work with pi
so many online vendors dont even bother to put the pinout on their cables. its retarded
>fucking coin sized linux pc with wifi
thats pretty darn #WOKE ngl
damn
heres this geeky lookin dude with a weird nose that says after overclocking it, it runs dreamcast
i dont really remember too many games from it other than crazy taxi and jet grind radio, but thats honestly really fucking impressive
also psp and playstation
idk what im more impressed with tbh
the madlads making such affordable and powerful little mini computers
or the maniacs making such accurate emulators on said mini computers
Finally got fed up with the cp, porn and /pol/ on kohl. I should have realized what an utter cesspool it is after having to NSFW all images months ago in my own room in case mom pops in.
Does bernd.group welcome occasional funposting late at night? How is the scene in general in der Nacht on here?
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It sucks hard that they’re considered the largest kc refugee site. I wonder if all the pedos are there because of the fact that they’re popular. Just look back to 8/b/ and just how bad THAT got when 8chan exploded.
Free speech imageboards are a meme honestly. It’s better to have a few global rules that are straight forward, easy to understand, and are fair and enforced fairly. Most anons from those types of boards though will reee at you when you say this.
In the final book of the Mahabharata, the Pandavas are making their ascent to Swarg ka Dwar (heavens door). They are accompanied by a dog on the journey. One by one the brothers begin to die, and in the end it is only Yudhisthira and the dog who make it to Indra’s Chariot.
However, Indra announces that the dog cannot enter heaven, it is lowly and has no value.
Upon hearing this, Yudhisthira refuses and turns away, telling Indra that if the dog, who had not left his side as all his brothers fell around him, was not able to enter heaven, than heavan was no place for him.
Indra is pleased and duly stops Yudhisthira. The dog was actually his dharma, and thus Indra said
“If a man likes dogs He is a good man,
If a dog likes man He is a good man”
And both the dog and Yudhisthira were allowed to enter heaven.
How is your brain health?
Something strange has happened to my gag reflex, it has always been very sensitive, like my father's, but by sheer force of will I could suppress it. This was necessary because I gag brushing teeth, handling trash or taking pills. But now, let's say about a year. I've had no control over it and it drives me nuts: Brushing teeth is hard because I keep dry heaving the moment I stick the brush in my mouth..
Conscious inhibition of bodily functions is handled by the prefrontal cortex afaik, home of the "iron will". I fear I have somehow damaged muh brainz.
What does Bernd think?
>Do you gag when you eat?
No, I think that's a different reflex.
Panic attacks are not fun, feels like dying then and there. I am physically healthy, but my mental health is, well... could be better. 3 different serious diagnoses and a plenty not so serious but significantly life quality lessening disorders. Feels like when you catch one you get them al, watch out Bernd.
d_gdamn
like 10 years of menes, music, work, literally everything
muh backup image got corrupted, and my external drive is bricked
fuck me
bost literally anything
i need to fill my shit back up
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lel better late than never
and naw it got beat the fuck up when i was getting thrown out of my house tbh
after they changed the locks, they threw everything i didnt grab initially in the dumpster. i went back at night and fished it out, along with some other things, but they def werent gentle with it.
i suppose i could try to take it apart and mount it in something else, but i expect the worst
i fucking hate sicilian pastaniggers
golfing with the judge asshats LARPing like theyre the sopranos
think im still gonna try and sue the fuck out of them if i can find a lawyer to willing to take the case what they did was blatantly illegal at the federal, state, and municipal level, just in a different court, as they obviously have that one paid off
HATE! I'm full of hate and I Love it. I HATE PEOPLE and they better fucking fear me if they know whats good for em. yes I hate and I guess I want others to know it, yes I'm racist and I don't mind. Niggs and spics bring it on themselves, and another thing, I am very racist towards white trash p.o.s.s like [censored] and [censored] they deserve the hatred, otherwise I probly wouldnt hate them. Its a tragedy, the human nature of people will lead to their downfall. Peoples human nature will get them killed. whether by me or Vodka, Its happened before, and not just in school shootings like those pussy dumbasses over in Minnesota who squeeled. throughtout history, Its our fucking nature! I know how people are and why and I cant stand it! I love the nazis too... by the way, I fucking cant get enough of the swastika, the SS, and the iron cross. Hitler and his head boys fucked up a few times and it cost them the war, but I love their beliefs and who they were, what they did, and what they wanted. I know that form of gov couldn't have lasted long once the human equation was brought in, but damnit it sure looked good. every form of gov leads to downfalls, everything will always fuck up or yeah something. its all DOOMed god damnit. this is beginning to make me get in a corner. I'm showing too much of myself, my views and thoughts, people might start to wonder, smart ones will get nosey and something might happen to fuck me over, I might need to put on one helluva mask here to fool you all some more. fuck fuck fuck it'll be very fucking hard to hold out until April. If people would give me more compliments all of this might still be avoidable... but probably not. Whatever I do people make fun of me, and sometimes directly to my face. I'll get revenge soon enough. fuckers shouldn't have ripped on me so much huh! HA! then again its human nature to do what you did... so I guess I am also attacking the human race. I cant take it, Its not right... true... correct... perfect. I fucking hate the human equation. Nazism would be fucking great if it werent for individualism and our natural instinct to ask questions. you know what maybe I just need to get laid. maybe that'll just change some shit around. thats another thing, I am a fucking dog. I have fantasies of just taking someone and fucking them hard and strong. someone like [censored] were I just pick her up, take her to my room, tear off her shirt and pants and just eat her out and fuck her hard. I love flesh... weisses fleisch! dein weisses fleisch emegt mich soo... Ich bin dech nur ein gigilo! I want to grab a few different girls in my gym class, take them into a room, pull their pants off and fuck them hard. I love flesh... the smooth legs, the large breasts, the innocent flawless body, the eyes, the hair; jet black, blond, white, brown. ahhh I just want to fuck! call it teenage hormones or call it a crazy fuckin racist rapist... BJ ist mir egal. I just want to be surrounded by the flesh of a woman, someone like [censored] who I wanted to just fuck like hell, she made me practically drool, when she wore those shorts to work.. instant hard on. I couldnt stop staring. and others like [censored] in my gym class, [censored] or whatever in my gym class, and others who I just want to overpower and engulf myself in them. mmmm I can taste the sweet flesh now... the salty sweat, the animalistic movement... Iccchhh... lieeebe...... fleisccchhhh. who can I trick into my room first? I can sweep someone off their feet, tell them what they want to hear, be all nice and sweet, and then "fuck em like an animal, feel them from the inside" as Reznor said. oh... thats something else... that one NIN video I saw, broken or closer or something, the where the guy is kidnapped and tortured like hell... actual hell. I want to do that too. I want to tear a throat out with my own teeth like a pop can. I want to gut someone with my hand, to tear a head off and rip out the heart and lungs from the neck, to stab someone in the gut, shove it up to the heart, and yank the fucking blade out of their rib cage! I want to grab some weak little freshman and just tear them apart like a fucking wolf. show them who is god. strangle them, squish their head, bite their temples into the skull, rip off their jaw. rip off their colar bones, break their arms in half and twist them around, the lovely sounds of bones cracking and flesh ripping, ahh... so much to do and so little chances.
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