Nice to read your blog again.
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I've been at my new job a month and full time for two weeks now and I've already mastered my job as good as the fat shy Bernd who's always handing off phone calls in my hands and my manager keeps joking she's going to teach me how to do senior level work.
Fifteen bucks an hour. Still no sign of a raise. I wish I had a job washing dishes or sweeping floors. My value is recognized and I see threats of worry in the eyes from the upper management. They were ecstatic first that I could do my job instead of being a constant fuck up like the french woman who sounds like a lawnmower.
Dealing with the public and an owner with extreme narcissistic issues that have resulted in what looks like a plastic doll put in a microwave is starting to burn me out.
Boy do I wish I could extend my two hour walking commute into an endless wander.
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And I enjoy every minute of it. 60km in total every week. I listen to my music, vape whenever I arrive to pedestrian crossings and say hello to people and stare at people driving to and from work.
Those last few months being a neet again were pure misery. I've come to realise I need people to keep me active, even at a basic level. Having this job feels like penance. I'm even training the retard frenchwoman and all I do is walk to and from work, go home to see my retard roommate, and he's often drunker than a fish in alcohol.
Pretty positive I'll be tree planting this summer. My body says no, my wallet says yes, my mind says become a codemonkey.
Dog be with you, Bernd. I try to spread the word of uniting the community only when asked.
I do need to find a profession or utilize my skills as a leader instead helping companies organise their mismanagement.
It gets tiresome at times dealing with the sword of Damocles and many a times I think being at the bottom as a nobody drifter is better than the threats from those false friends around me trying to either get molest me sexually or advance their own goals.
Also seeing 197/L is ebin. People are spending all of their money on driving to work.
Egocentric dictator who over estimates his military power Zorglub!
Brainwashed minions with slavic features Zorglub!
Third thing for comedic effect Zorglub!
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When I was 11 yo I went to stomatologist to repair 2 my front teeth.
I sat into the chair and they made me local anesthesia. Stomatologist started his work. After a while I felt how my eyes are loosing ability to see and also waves of weakness are piercing my body. I tried to keep the chair with all my force but it didn't help. Suddenly I saw the room from it's corner, somewhere near it's ceiling. In one moment all the pain and discomfort disappeared. I saw the room 360 around. Stomatologist called for help, her colleagues came to me and started trying to return me back. I felt so good I didn't want it. I saw my body and had thought like "so this little ugly boy is me, huh?" Suddenly one of them gave me ammonia and I opened my eyes. I never told anyone this.
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shaved off my long hair
was at store just now, everyone was staring at me aaaaa stop staring
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Making das Ar(s)ch of Titus
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The hardest is to get started, once you did something and people were happy about it they will suggest you to someone else.
But best is to know personally someone who already makes money like that and can outsource some of his work first to you, then you start to work directly.
Thats how i managed to land a cooperation with a jeweller, i was working for some girls who needed help in creating pendants, jeweler guy liked by projects and now orders things from me once per month.
I've recently become interested in coffee. I have a shitty sense of taste and don't know much about the subject. At my old job there was some green vegetation growing in the coffee machines waterholder.
How one should brew it at home? Is a French press the optimal choice for maximizing the amounts of fats and other stuff in it? Should one go for darker roast or lighter? Darker roast seemingly is friendlier for the stomach and has less caffeine in it. Is it worth it grind the beans yourself?
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