I wake up everyday and it feels cold between my cheeks. But no matter how many more blankets I put on it does not help. Only the warmth of a fellow Bernd on my anus could provide the much needed heat. But I am alone.
I wake up everyday and I feel an itch on my rosebud. But no matter how hard I scratch I won't go away. Only the massage of a fellow Bernd's tongue would drive that itch away. But here I am all alone.
I wake up everyday and it feels dry around my rectum. Dry and brittle like it was coated with sand. I put on ointments but none of them help. Only the saliva of a fellow Bernd could provide enough moisture to provide the much needed relief. But there is no one here.
I know that the polish Bernd is only toying with me but my anus needs love. It is nothing to be toyed with. And so it stays alone. It remains cold and dry. The dryness eventually forms cracks in my anus and when I scratch those cracks burst and start to bleed. The blood seeps out of my anus and with it I feel how my strength leaves my body. So I stay in bed, weak and suffering. All alone.
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