I don't know. It's not because of the stigma and the patheticism, it's just while I like the idea that hookers are basically relationships but more straight forward, it's a monetary transaction where you pay money and get sex, and in this regard it's really "clean", I just can't get over the fact that for her, this is a job. She doesn't sex you because she wants you, she sexes you because that's her job. You'll probably have to keep a condom on, blowjobs will be in condoms and the sex will be meaningless. Heck, in my eyes I won't even experience true sex because there's a fucking sock on my cock and I won't feel a thing. But there's no love, no affection, you get your happy hour and that's it. The more I think about it the more sad it gets.