it means i don't even work or socialize irl
my mind is too busy fighting windmills to engage in such activities
yeah, I know what you mean and I don't think my life would suddenly feel much less limited if I started just hanging out like normalfags do (getting out just to drink)
or if I just got a job, any job, but I still couldn't bring my ambitions to life
looked into NMN, interesting, but apparently dietary sources don't contain much of it