Cold laser treatment might help with your epilepsy synptoms. Seriously worth trying

I used to think I was schizophrenic for talking with myself but when I thought about it he will say, “stop comparing yourself to some who is actually suffering, you not mental” and I agree, I realize those were just my inner monologue.

 

What made me mad is when I would be talking to myself for a while and then he will reply with “who are you taking to?” I would stop and get sad, realizing that nobody can hear me.

Yeah, I'm generally more patient and empathetic towards others now because of my experience

I've heard of red light treatment before, but not cold or anything. Pretty interesting anon I'll look into it

Well if self talk causes you distress it doesn't matter if someone's suffering more or not. Even if it doesn't I think it's pretty normal to look for an explanation for it.

That's a cool mindset. In some regards you might be better person than me.

I know but that’s what he says.

cold laser treatment (or low-level laser light treatment) is so called because of the low energy of the laser

There is also the pidor machine.

ngl I just randomly did a test on dissociation disorders the other day and it asked about the same exact symptoms you have: hearing a voice and talking to self.

I don't know if you considered that, just thought I would mention this just in case