I didn't use crap sites like this for a few years because my life was looking up.

I'm back here because I fucked things up.

Nobody that uses dead imageboards is sane

I desire connections at a rational level but do not feel empathy at an emotional level

As a result, I cannot form consistent connections with others as others desire what I cannot provide

This place is the only place I can be honest

This is nature unveiled lol randomx XD

I've tried to kill myself twice before but failed due to the empathy of others

My future is unending repetition of living on the edges that only gets worse over time?

IS this what god put me on this earth for?

I'm a fucking retard.

I got 110 on an official iq test.

Repeating the test on adderall I got 120iq.

I am subhuman that deserves to be crushed

dont kill yourself, bcz life is fun, not a thing for subhumans (like some) to cry about

FATE

FUCK YOU NIGGER

>>341578I

I feel sad and ignore my problems and let them bottle up

No matter how much I cry to reality to end time passes and forces its will on my face

I feel sad but can't cry

I saw three devils. One after another, all in tow.

The first one asked me my name, the second one asked me what I was doing, and the third asked me who I was.

They all floated around me, hands tied together in an embrace - like wreaths on a christmas vineyard.

I saw the eyes of one - gleeful, and laughter shining like milk.

 

"What are you? Who are you? How are you?"

 

I am anon. I have no name. I have no breadth. I have no death.

Faintly, the second brought their lips up to mine and said

"Give me what you I want"

A chill went down my spine. A pair of red moccasins, and table full of red wine.

Was now the time to give him the recesses of my mind?

what happen

Mostly self pity exacerbated by not sleeping and drinking caffeine precipitating restlessness and mild hallucinations. I'm fine now

why no sleep

 

Get into Polandball

Right now, draw me a comic or art. Polandball is meant to be shit so it’s fine if you can’t draw.

>>341592 bro drunk the koolaid

Buh buh buh BASED!

Look at warnings on this shit

Shit will give you as cancer

Its all english btw

These dont look like schizo meds btw

Whoever made this meme is a med virgin

KC has never been this based!

Should I post this lovely forum on https://forum.schizophrenia.com/ ?

I'm sure they'll love it!

1. Schizos

2. Bernd

3. Anon

4. NIgger Cattle

 

Get in line fags!!!

for me it was olanzapine that the shrink prescribed to me after 15 min of talking))))

basado

Are you a russkie by any chance?

yup...

 

also turns out olanzapine was some nasty heavy shit I didn't need so that made me lose my faith in le wholesome Medical Specialists

Vraylar and Abilify are supposed to have less side effects. Risperidone is evil

I was prescribed invega in the psych ward and that made dumb as fuck

I actually am concerned for Bernd without psychiatric problems. Wtf are you doing here?

Fortunately I wasn't given booty injections.

I think I do have my own issues, just not psychotic ones.

 

I am here for 2 reasons

 

1) 2 years ago-ish KC helped me feel normal (lol) and have a good amount of fun, so I keep coming here sometimes

2) There's no pressure to perform cause everyone is so weird so I can be whatever I want on an anonymous imageboard and relax

I kind of relate to ur OP post as well because I had these issues for a long time too, but I kinda made peace with it eventually

I still don't quite relate to normal people though, but at least I figured out how to interact with them in a fulfilling way despite being super detached from them

Wait for singularity

You will be cured

I tried liver with red wine in southern Germany while I was there

Are germonies really like this?

being kc tier is simply in germanic blood

take valerian or passionflower to sleep