That is the first rule of christianism brother. Life its unfair, but >God Is fair.
If you study enough you can even read theories that we are actually living in Hell, theories made by actual catholics. We live in an unfair world but if we do have and seek for god we would found the things he loves like
>Justice
God does loves and live for justice as most of the Pentateuch is proof of that. I do know that sometimes it feels like we are alone even if we pray, but believe my words we are not, he will always wait for you to do the first step even if its just reading or being interested in the story of the bible. It is, on a historical matter, interesting too!
Keep sending you hugs, german fren. Vielen Dank, dass Sie Ihre Gedanken mit mir geteilt haben!