deportation could give big amounts of anxiety, I have been in that situation years ago, even had panic attacks and puke because of desperation for weeks. Do not worry, there is always a way out if you keep pushing fren.
thank you for support man, for now im in that state where i prepare myself for worst and save as much as i can, like a. real.. woman at her almost 20, it seems
A real and proud woman like Boudica. ill be praying for your situation on the deportation problem, I know its not too much but I hope (and wish) God could lend you a hand