bro pls dont i'd kill and die for u (in a bronx nigga crakkhouse shootout way)
i'm about to start killing people
if you have violent impulses because people treat you bad, just think about people who have it worse. Ukrainian anons can't even leave the country and have to hide in the basement.
The news even publishes articles calling Ukrainian men RATS because they refuse to die like cattle.
so in the end, you don't have it bad, some people have it worse. Maybe sit down in a quiet room and start a plan, figure out immidiate problems, steps to solve them, (don't think of the extreme options), and then chart more distant plans. Sometimes in our procastination we just postpone and don't do the easiest things that require no effort, but not doing this little thing in the long run can cause great pains.
like i didn't took a photo of 1 of my documents while i had it, and now i am also fucked and have to miss job opportunity because of it. Without documents i am noone, i get it and now take photos of everything, have copies of everything.
i worked on the unofficial job for Yandex for 3 years under the Self-employed status, even got "promoted" to the role of the manager. But it was unofficial, so i was treated like shit. When we were in chats, meetings, i was always treated like lower class. I got no benefits, no vacation time, they could just harass me during the night or on the weekends. I hit the ceiling and had nowhere to go, and even if i was talking to the officially employed managers in Yandex about where to go up, how to earn more - they would just change topics or handwave me telling to go to some other manager, or wait some more.
and guess what - i can't even prove to anyone that i grew to the manager's level job in Yandex, because i was self-employed and not even working oFFicially at Yandex, i inked my working contract with the staffing company that Yandex was using to offload all their staffing duties to. So if my other potential employer will say
>"What were you doing 3 years? I don't see manager work here, you were doing some self-employed low level shit job for staffing company, and its not called Yandex! Are you lying to me, kid?
and what can i say to them? Trust me, bro?
on the official job you can atleast try to get some respect, and have a lasting record of it, but as unofficial job - you just get money and when money runs out, you get left with nothing.
> what kind of document you lack?
pripisnoy
thats the thing - i don't have neither voennik, nor pripisnoy. And i CAN get voennik by age, so there is no point of restoring pripisnoy. But to get voennik i have to wait 2 months and bring a bunch of other documents. So just shitty window where i can't get employed officially apparently in absence of any mill-service documents
