1. family abuse was from dad, stepmom and stepsis (classical cornering, sexual assault, domestic abuser sometimes, attempts to send to orphanage ((basically leaving on the yard of orphanage and turning around to go home, crying out loud helps)), etc)
2. mom took me to crimea but she is not mentally stable herself, since she liked to leave the flat unpaid and pack her clothes, and since i was honest christian kid i fucked up her plans sometimes, she can be pissed off over any trivial thing happening (for example i allowed to myself to buy some jeans from thrift store in a good quality, because we did so many times and i like thrift stores in general, but she scolded me because i didn't want to buy overpriced, brand new chinese pants from mass market)
3. school abuse. well, idk, maybe it because i was emotional kid, so classmates liked to make me cry, once i was fed up and said "i will kill you", pull out the paper knife and started chasing the classmate ((i use paper knife to sharpen the pencils))