so I have been working for two months now and let me tell you I had a lot of moments where I couldn't follow instructions it just feels like I didn't get enough information to act on, also I have been treated like an autistic every once in a while I get ask by coworkers if I'm doing alright or if I need anything and they tell we are a family here don't be shy and so on, work days go fine sometimes there are issues sometimes not which I find is normal, am I actually retarded or is it just autism? am I going to he fire soon?