Made more money, learned a little more in a this and that, had a alright week. Hey op,chill out man/ladie. Everything is going to be okay.
how was your day? what achievements do you have for this week?
i personally got a slightly better in anatomy, gained cash but still struggle to keep myself in hands everytime i want to rip someone's face off because of stress and overstimulation
i try my best to be mentally stable but i hate to admit how much i rambled in dms to poor german friend this week and how awful fingers and lips look like when you eat your skin in stressful period of time, it's embarrassing to cry over minor things because your nervous system got so fucked up so every minor thing becomes a tragedy, did you know your nerve cell recover really slow?
sometimes i wish I had a normal boring life of mentally stable person who works in office pays bills and lives in boringness and stability
>I'm definetely more stable than I was few years ago, and more than an average bernd
that's good to hear!
>I wanna do something to get out of the boredom abd I can't.
ah, i understand :(
stay strong, it's tough indeed but i am proud of you, believe or not, you will reach the peace eventually! sending hugs 🫂
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the fact you're aware about the problem and try to do something about it is a really good sign, so keep going, i believe in you :)
have you tried to sleep with binaural music? it's more like a meditational thing but it helps me to get rid of anxiety for a little, works good when you try to sleep with it
oh, if you have an opportunity, sea sounds are good either
