>celibate and abstinence destroys your mental health
I don't feel no fap is destroying my mental healt, on the contrary, I am not looking for a total abstinence, all I want is taking self control of my dick, getting a bone with beautiful anime girls and thinking about girls I like. Dayly masturbation turns me in a completly depravate person, while jerking off some disgusting toughts comes to my mind and i feel totally bad for that. I NEED TO TAKE ACTIONS.
>you are denying a natural desire of your body
And what about me? FUCK MY BODY.
>just don't be a fucking monkey and don't take masturbation to the extreme
That's the problem. I do not have self-control unless I get some motivation like sharing my suffering with someone else.
>get a gf to fuck
Life didn't smile me and that's why I'm suffering. I'm not that bad.. I guess i could get a 5/10 girlfrind or even more but you know... that meme of 2/10 is true.
You could try again this september I'll root for you.