>if it IS free, as a true capitalist I cant overlook the chance of missing out a free boon
capitalism would prefer that you do not know that happiness is free because capitalism tries to take free things from you and then sell them to you as luxury which increases the pressure for you to perform in the system which mostly means sacrificing yourself for the system, which benefits you as little as possible and other people as much as possible.
it is like a forbidden art. you are not supposed to know this and you are discouraged from practicing it. few people are talking about it, you will mostly find people who might identify themselves as religious or spiritual knowing about it.
the more you look into it, the more you will find that there are entire branches of the economy who depend on nobody knowing how to be happy for free because if the people knew, absolutely nobody would waste their hard earned ressources on the goods and services those branches offer.