i was looking at family photos from 80-90s and everybody was happy as fuck back then. My parents, my aunt's family, some of their friends, all of them already had kids in their 20s and they always had fun together, like fishing, weddings, parties, its like they had nonstop fun all the time, even at photos from work everybody smiling. What went so catastrophically wrong? Internet? Me, my stepsister and my uncle, descendants of these families are all childless in our late 20's. It is not only our generation, dad and mom now barely have friends too, mom has some, but dad went full bernd in recent years.

Few last monthes i trying to push myself out of situaton in which i spend my time mostly on obscure sites like this one, i reconnected with two friends from college, made new one, trying to talk to people more, but honestly i feel like when you do it on purpose - theres no good feelings in it. Theres no escape.