How did your virginity shape the development of your personality and life?

I was born one year and then survived some more years, the end.

it's why I'm ons imageboard's

are you writing from beyond the grave?

The end of me becoming the person I am today, not of my life...

sorry, it seems my brain short circuited

My dad never taught me what it means to have self confidence so I didn't learn it until the age of 21 where shrooms showed me that I was worth of being confident in myself.

 

I'm heavily visually impaired so before becoming self confident, my true nature, which is being extrovert, was layered by semi-depression and berndom, which made me sit in front of my PC 24/7 where I played games and learned to code (which keeps carrying me through life even today), because people were bullying me in school and I couldn't keep up with otheres in soccer after the age of ~12.

 

Moving to Japan in my mid teens crippled me socially even further - I missed all the opportunities to learn how to interact with people and during my early adult years I was so lonely and unhappy that I had times considering to kys. Gladly I didn't and produced tons of webm's instead... videos related.

 

During lockdown I met a guy who introduced me to weed but also brought me back to making music which I quit ever since I moved out because I hated the classical education I had.

 

 

Now I am a very happy person, successful at uni and with women, but I'm yet to find my real purpose in life.

i guess i'll be posting some more of my webms

some of them really made me feel nostalgic o.o

Keep going, you are an inspiration to other Bernds

What about your mother?

 

How did you do it? Did you survive unscathed?

a mother wouldnt be able to teach her son how to go through life like a man

A mother can't teach her child to have self confidence? Why do you have such a belief?

To put it vaguely,One thing lead to another and so forth and here I am.

I had three dates with a girl from a dating site before she ghosted me. That was six years ago.

Why do Bernds let women influence their lives so much?

Overblown expectations from the joy of sex which isn't as joyful as one might think.

 

A bottle of brandy and a pack of cigarettes over sex any day.

gf = sole purpose in life

everything else is just side quests

not accepting this is the truth = delusional

that's how it was in the primitive past but now all that matters is the internet

What's the purpose of life once you get a gf then? Is it over?..

No

keeping ans gf

sounds tiring

Ach Bernd! It's you with the comfy gondolas! I keep them saved somewhere, maybe in a backup drive or something! You posted them a while back, was it on the other KC did I first encounter them? I believe this train one is one of yours?

 

Good stuff, you definitely inspired others (this Bernd included) to do some gondolas as well (vid related) :DD

saved the second one noice

 

Let's see where this goes