After years of contraption I’m finally off the pill for about a month now and my hormones have been all over the place. There has been noticeable change in my body.

 

So here is what happened. After days of not having sex with my husband (we live at his parents’ house now), we finally had some alone time today. We took a nice hot bath and started getting busy. He went down on me and after a few moment he told me that I have some white discharge down there. He looked grossed out about it and lost his erection. The look in his eyes was so hurtful. He told me that it’s fine and it’s nothing but his reactions tell the other way. I felt so bad about myself. I felt dirty and disgusted about myself. And now I don’t know have to behave around him because his reactions really hurt me.