I imagine it in my head as something that could be useful to know, probably has some value that would be beneficial. Thing is, I have a tough time discerning realistic expectations that happens when people learn things, and the expectations that I have for myself which can be considered unrealistic sometimes. I don't know if I'm a perfectionist, or something else, but there has been people that have managed some pretty impressive things on their own ability to learn and sometimes this can make me feel like I am not really good enough, especially if I were to ask for help from someone else.
That being said, I am not really intending on anything super complex, I'd be more focused on another aspect that isn't really related to coding. I just wanted a basic understanding that should be easy to get, and for this if I were to need help then I'd be pretty incompetent.