Nahh I've got better options.

 

 

Tho yesterday at a party my pray was stolen by some fuckboy, ree.

KC only is made up of keins in 2023. Sad.

Solving Bernd problems is a big part in every Bernds life and eventually Bernds will succeed because they are smart, yet they stay on KC because it is /home/.

I made the decision to distance myself from kohlchan at around the same time I found a gf.

Coincidence? I think not!

Is it annoying to have a gf?

It's unusual, I am not sure if I would say annoying but definitely different.

I really thought that I would have died alone so getting used to the idea is something new to me.

So you don't get tired of her?

No, I feel like I am being given an opportunity that not everyone has the benefit of getting.

Thoughts like that in my mind don't even surface, it's more about wondering about the reasons why she decided to want to throw away her life with someone like me, that really gets me thinking.

That doesn't sound too good, sounds like an inferiority complex or something.

Sometimes it can be but that's ok, you can't be happy 24/7.

Not having gf annoys you more often anyway.

Not really. I like the freedom. Although the only romantic experiences I had with women were over the internet and all of them were mentally ill.

I became comfortable with the idea that I would never get a gf, considered myself incapable of such a thing, it was a thought that took up a large part of my mind and I felt like the issue was me.

Also, looking back on my previous post, I referred to it as an opportunity which might sound a little bit cold, that was not my intention, I am just not used to this situation and sometimes I feel like it's difficult to put emotions into words so I said an opportunity.

Everybody does, up to some point. And everybody hates after some point, I'm sure there's such a point for you as well.

And having a gf shouldn't strip you of your freedom, you just need to build your relationship the way you still have the level of freedom you're comfortable with.

Yeah i know all about that. I'm literally autist and i have a hard time connecting with others, specially women so i dont even bother trying but i wouldnt get comfortable with an idea like that.

Luckily there's a ton of ways to get a girl that dont involve picking them up yourself.

I've always been somewhat of a recluse in my life, there were very few attempts in my life to get with a girl, but I failed a few times and based on those experiences I considered myself ugly so I never tried again. But then as I grew a bit older, I started getting noticed by girls, and to me it didn't make any sense because I considered myself ugly, even sometimes I thought that they were just pretending to annoy me, but I think that something happened once I grew up and my face changed. I don't know if I'm attractive or not, but if I were to listen to some of the things that I am being told nowadays, then it could be a possibility.

I think its more of a matter of self esteem, but anyway it's not like you cant improve your looks. Most people will say that you have to accept yourself the way you are but that's bullshit. Im having a rinoplasty this year bc i dont feel comfortable with my hooked nose.

That sucks, bro. I think that my nose is one of my best features, thin, very good shape overall, it's got those two separating cartillages on the bottom part, like Lana Del Rey's nose.

Besides, I think that plastic surgery is dishonest, you look better but your genetics stay the same, and that's called false advertising and I am not a fan of it.

i think she likes to be bullied

reminded me of this