I don't want to become more outgoing to find more frens, but to have a better time at parties. I want to dance with the others without a care in the world.

Enroll in a video game where you can team up with random people while using voice chat.

 

look up what "to be outgoing" means

Talking to strangers in video games is not a problem for me. I want to become more outgoing in real life.

You'll probably just be disappointed in the results

Are you outgoing and speaking from experience?

I tried so hard

and got so far

but in the end

it didn't even matter

How is life as a non-outgoing person in Cali?

what, you think I don't talk to strangers when out alone?

It's a little sad seeing everyone else having fun, but you are excluded, due to the Bernd curse

Have you tried just going out?

You can hide it yes, but sooner or later your true personality will come to light

just smoke weed