Life here is 110% worthwhile. What makes you think otherwise? I love myself and my life. I get to experience a beautiful autumn, winter, spring and summer. Each time of year to preciously experienced and they remind me of how life is not to be taken as granted.
I also get to live in nature and avoid all the problems crowded habitats cause over there.
However, based on you lashing out like that it sounds like your life is not worthwhile.