And then you woke up?
once in autumn i was walking in a city and one girl approached talking in english, she was into taking me to restaurant and to pay all, i was paranoid about that and we agreed just to buy in a shop, she took beer herself and alco energy to me. we drunk it near park and she was showing her photos visiting Japan, said her parents are ukrainian nationalists but she speaks like only english.
then i've found her fb and turns out she knows russian and studied in Xarkiv, Ukraine. i've sent her friend request and messaged a smile but she blocked me, maybe just because of no photos and real name on that my fb.
That was autumn 2018.
This year i've found over instagram that she died this January in car accident, she was a driver in that car.
rest in peace
I kinda get her though.
I also talk to a lot of people outsides and sometimes there are people I just hang around with because I got some spare time and nothing better to do, even if they are super weird or some drunktards/junkies.
Getting closer to those isn't an option at all so if they'd text me on whatsapp i'd just ignore or even block.