I imagine myself running with a rifle in my hands, hearing missiles crashing in the buildings and bullets following me by a foot of distance. My eyes are completely open and I barely blink, I can't think and my heart goes really fast, pumping and pumping. I start hearing the bells of a church, but there is no church here. My psyche stop to view reality as it is altogether and I enter in a monomaniacal state of vengeance and self-thanatos, going after them without caring for myself anymore. I achieve the trance of death. Suddenly I wake up in a hospital and they say to me: "Congratulations, soldier. You have killed more than 10 russians and your wife is alive"
Umineko "When They Cry" BGM. MIRAGECOORDINATOR.