>two hour walking commute
I've been at my new job a month and full time for two weeks now and I've already mastered my job as good as the fat shy Bernd who's always handing off phone calls in my hands and my manager keeps joking she's going to teach me how to do senior level work.
Fifteen bucks an hour. Still no sign of a raise. I wish I had a job washing dishes or sweeping floors. My value is recognized and I see threats of worry in the eyes from the upper management. They were ecstatic first that I could do my job instead of being a constant fuck up like the french woman who sounds like a lawnmower.
Dealing with the public and an owner with extreme narcissistic issues that have resulted in what looks like a plastic doll put in a microwave is starting to burn me out.
Boy do I wish I could extend my two hour walking commute into an endless wander.
And I enjoy every minute of it. 60km in total every week. I listen to my music, vape whenever I arrive to pedestrian crossings and say hello to people and stare at people driving to and from work.
Those last few months being a neet again were pure misery. I've come to realise I need people to keep me active, even at a basic level. Having this job feels like penance. I'm even training the retard frenchwoman and all I do is walk to and from work, go home to see my retard roommate, and he's often drunker than a fish in alcohol.
Pretty positive I'll be tree planting this summer. My body says no, my wallet says yes, my mind says become a codemonkey.
Dog be with you, Bernd. I try to spread the word of uniting the community only when asked.
I do need to find a profession or utilize my skills as a leader instead helping companies organise their mismanagement.
It gets tiresome at times dealing with the sword of Damocles and many a times I think being at the bottom as a nobody drifter is better than the threats from those false friends around me trying to either get molest me sexually or advance their own goals.
Also seeing 197/L is ebin. People are spending all of their money on driving to work.