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GermanyBernd2022-02-23 22:30:35 · 4yNo. 138193reply
Recent changes in my life:
- painting minis against (fun)
- writing dairy for therapy
This is pretty difficult and painful. But probably necessary in order to fight my demons and being able to live a normal life again.
ItalyBernd2022-02-23 23:01:24 · 4yNo. 138194reply
Imagine writing dairy while lactose intolerant.
GermanyBernd2022-02-23 23:06:22 · 4yNo. 138195reply
Lol fug :----D
Anglos confusing me with their dumb words again. Why is it day, but diary? Why is dairy a milk product?
SloveniaBernd2022-02-23 23:26:59 · 4yNo. 138200reply
>Why is it day, but diary?
because muh fancy latin words, what are you, a pleb who wants to speak filthy peasant language?
 
>Why is dairy a milk product?
Fun fact: the "dai" in "dairy" is also the same as the "dy" in "lady".
GermanyBernd2022-02-23 23:30:12 · 4yNo. 138204reply
> what are you, a pleb who wants to speak filthy peasant language?
I already am, when speaking English.
 
>Fun fact: the "dai" in "dairy" is also the same as the "dy" in "lady".
Pls elaborate.
SloveniaBernd2022-02-23 23:36:09 · 4yNo. 138205reply
You probably know the word in German as "Teig".
GermanyBernd2022-02-23 23:43:53 · 4yNo. 138206reply
For someone so interested in etymology, you're really bad at explaining it. I'm going to look it up myself.
SloveniaBernd2022-02-23 23:49:50 · 4yNo. 138207reply
I'm just teasing you.
 
The English terms "lord" and "lady" are shortenings of Old English "hlæf-ward" and "hlæf-diġe" - so "loaf-ward" and "loaf-kneader" ("diġe" didn't transmit as a verb.)
But for whatever reason "diġe" on its own came to mean a dairymaid (this is shared with Norse - "deigja" is a dairymaid in Icelandic), so by extension, when you add a suffix "-ry" you get what a dairymaid brings. But since "diġe" degenerated when soft ġs get lost (this is why there's a "gh" that lengthens vowels in English) - the word came to be written most commonly "dey", but remained as "-dy" in "lady" and as "dai-" in "dairy".
GermanyBernd2022-02-23 23:51:31 · 4yNo. 138208reply
>for whatever reason
Where are you looking this up? en.wiktionary.org gives pretty understandable explanations of the semantics of this.
SloveniaBernd2022-02-23 23:54:19 · 4yNo. 138209reply
memory lol
United StatesBernd2022-02-24 00:03:10 · 4yNo. 138210reply
I'm happy you're having fun painting figures Deutschlan!
Do you have PTSD which you are trying to overcome? I do. I like to draw because when I'm making pictures I'm too focused to think about anything else, and it makes me happy seeing what I made all by myself.
GermanyBernd2022-02-24 00:12:33 · 4yNo. 138211reply
Not sure if it is PTSD. Mainly depression, social anxiety, etc. I'm having trouble living a normal life because I procrastinate for hours or days on end, avoid doing certain things while at the same time suffering immensely that I'm not getting things done. It's all very complicated and I'm trying to get to the bottom of it and overcome my problems with the help of a therapist.
SloveniaBernd2022-02-24 00:13:26 · 4yNo. 138212reply
>I'm having trouble living a normal life because I procrastinate for hours or days on end, avoid doing certain things while at the same time suffering immensely that I'm not getting things done.
iktf
SwedenBernd2022-02-24 02:16:31 · 4yNo. 138218reply
- Gained 5kg (most obese I've ever been in my life)
- Started gym again (painful)
- Depressed due to life choices.
SwedenBernd2022-02-24 02:18:14 · 4yNo. 138219reply
Worst part is I had a nightmare about my new boss being in my real daily life critizing me and forcing me to get a hold of my shit (my subconscious trying to force me out of the shitty lifestyle)
RussiaBernd2022-02-24 03:21:23 · 4yNo. 138227reply
 
>I'm having trouble living a normal life because I procrastinate for hours or days on end, avoid doing certain things
 
That's a symptom not the cause. Laziness and procrastination usually is a sign of some deep-rooted fear, like anxiety about your future, about meeting new people etc.
FinlandBernd2022-02-24 08:00:07 · 4yNo. 138274reply
Interesting.
t. proprocrastinator & failing studies because of it
United StatesBernd2022-02-24 08:29:40 · 4yNo. 138285reply
This is very fascinating. I also procrastinate a lot.
Do you have any suggestions for how to pursue the roots of this fear? I don't know what mine could be, but I do have ADHD and assburger. The last time I wasn't a procrastinator was when I was a child in the 5th or 6th grade. Ever since then it continued to get worse. Now I am 25 and I even procrastinate going to sleep.
HungaryBernd2022-02-24 08:36:50 · 4yNo. 138289reply
Yeah, it's delaying things that feel uncomfortable to do. Anxiety/fear has lot to do with it, but not all.
Also it could develop into a habit.
RussiaBernd2022-02-24 09:07:14 · 4yNo. 138298reply
 
>Do you have any suggestions for how to pursue the roots of this fear?
 
No. I'm on KC. I'm a lazy procrastinator as well. I'm just repeating what I heard in some youtube video long time ago.
United StatesBernd2022-02-24 09:14:30 · 4yNo. 138300reply
Maybe if we are all lazy procrastinators, we should help motivate eachother?
I also want to help make all of the Bernds feel better from whatever has happened to them which has resulted in their depression or othersuch mental illness.
GermanyBernd2022-02-24 10:31:41 · 4yNo. 138311reply
You can do it Bernd!
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