This should be possible without killing myself. Unless you mean it metaphysically: extinguishing my self and my ego.

Start with breathing exercises, than move to meditating.

 

I'm doing Wim Hof method everyday and I enjoy it a lot.

not sure if based or cringe

I suffer, so I want to end my suffering.

I don't think this shit will work m8. I never met anyone who was happy from meditation/yoga, but they were desperate to be and tried to emulate the person they thought is happy but it's fruitless.

LSD

What about Buddha?

agreed. trying to adjust your mind to become happy will only lead you to believing that the general shittyness of the world was your fault

meme

Not the road gets you to enlightenment, but the realization that you already are.

When I used to go on Tinder, I always found that women who were ostensibly into meditation and other eastern spirituality, were always unfriendly and arrogant.

 

Don't fall into the trap Bernd, meditation is not the answer.

What is the answer then?

I know the answer. The letter I is one with everything because there is the letter I between the letters h and n. Everything

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I can't become a letter though.

You're right, you need three people to form the letter I. One should be top, one should be bottom