I'm trying to improve myself and my life.
One thing I've struggled with was getting nothing done. This was probably due to a mix of depression, which takes away motivation and executive function, procrastination, fear and avoidance and a few other things.
I feel better now and finally able of doing a "productive" day where I tackle all the tasks on my to do list that I should tackle. However, after a while that feels very boring and soulless and I just want to shitpost on kc 24/7 again. A similar thing happened last time I was really "productive". I slid further and further into boredom and depression.
What can I do to prevent this? I just want to be productive AND happy.