its about that i don't know how to sex and being afraid of it, probably fucking a hooker would give me the guts to just do things
last friday at a birthday party there was a woman who literally tried to drag me in her bed, she'd whisper me stuff in my ear like she wants my cock and i just autismed myself out
also she was married but that's just like an excuse for not just fucking her she literally tried more than 5 times like hugging me from behind saying "i wont let you sleep tonight" when I said that I was tired and every time Berndism kicked