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Called my father asking if he'd store some of my goods so I can move on from Ontario.
When I asked him for help, his first response was "How much do you want?" I never asked him for money before or anything. Trying to explain to him that I only wanted contact, and understand him to in hopes of a relationship seemed to fizzle when he got upset by me calling him by his first name. Then he tried to manipulate me by using his nigger wife to tell me she could back up hearing me say as a 3 year old that I wanted to go back with him. I don't recall this event and he tried to say his feet were in pain as he granted me the privilege of going ice skating with him.
He began to play arrogant, and play the crocodile tears card to garner some sympathy. Then he besmirched my mother, then my character and he started squabbling about where we could meet up. It felt like I was dealing with a child instead of a senior.
I don't think I'll leave my stuff to him. My step sister seemed more keen to help me, but she's moving and it was nice to hear she's been married 23 years that's produced I've a 19 year old niece and a 17 year old nephew.
Feels bad man. Feels very bad being the spawn of a psychopath.
I also saw two junkies inject their payload in a bus hovel. The manager of the crematorium is a very good man. He treated me very nicely and was very professional. We cracked some jokes and he tried to pray for me in the name of Jesus. We spoke a bit of philosophy too, though his was more life experience, it was comforting he said he finally learned to accept his reclusive sister and how his interventions were more detrimental than they were helpful.
My faggot father tried telling me to stop being philosophical and come back down to earth when I quoted some T.S. Elliott.
At least my Jehovah's Witness uncle was willing to listen to me complain a bit.
Thankfully we live in an impermanent swirl of suffering, we should work towards reducing the sufferings from misguided good or bad intentions.
My father lost custody after he tried abducting me a second time to leave the country with his mistress. Oddly enough he told the courts this, which really doesn't make sense considering his streak of criminal activities.