I also noticed this phenomena.

They can always talk about themselves but rarely show any interest at all in your problems if you talk about them.

Yeah no shit, depressed people do and think stupid irrational shit and are not capable of getting out of their situation themselves. That is why it is bad. That is why it is a mental illness.

If it was something you could just easily snap out of, nobody would consider it a big deal.

They should just eat pic related.

 

t. freed from sufferings forever overnight

It should be legal and officially incorporated into therapy.

yes

 

I have tripsitted and helped multiple people ever since.

They try to, but for some reason you think you're better than your peers.

 

is that how other people are supposed to behave towards you? listening to your problems? sounds like you try to scam people for therapy. who needs help with problems while there are search engines and video tutorials about everything...

 

 

 

yeah that is the common misconception about all that. being convinced of needing help and then when the help comes, the help is slowly showing that person that the person had been wrong the entire time and could have just snapped out of it while the person keeps clinging to the inability as an excuse to set up a social dynamic of being everyone's child in need of help. very sick of that CHOICE of personality. everyone wants to be rescued.

 

yeah better then being fat and drunk. would like to try these but have not bothered to find out how to get any. i've had lifechanging revelatory experiences just from meditation so my eagerness is weak.

 

do they? i don't see it.

 

you say "but" like it is related. it is not. this is you trying to cram your simpish pickup line in a conversation where it doesnt relate. this is a very telling accusation:

 

not a single time in my life have i encountered a situation where someone accused another person of thinking they are better where the accuser secretly didnt agree and merely tried to get an reaction out of them to better gauge their worth in a social sense. i can tell what others think about you is everything and how you are treated you will become. also just an ugly manipulative way of blurting out a feeling of inferiority while trying to sell it as an accusation.

 

some people ONLY look for people who are better then them because they seek to maximize socially and those people like to accuse others of thinking they are better as a way to hide that in plain sight. equivalent "OOOH NO I HAVE STUMBLED INTO THE HOMOSEXUAL PART OF THE ADULT VIDEO STORE, OH WELL THIS IS ALL VERY SHAMEFUL I HAVE TO LOOK AT IT TO SEE HOW SHAMEFUL IT IS."

 

a sane person would lose interest and dont bother. the insane person very much likes to bother with people who think they are better because they dont have dignity and self worth. also people who like to accuse others very much enjoy being disrespected because they secretly agree with it while outwardly maintaining the acted facade of being respectable.

 

i expect if someone thinks they are better then you, then you don't care unless it is true and then you are obsessed because you agree. your mouth will tell all kinds of lies and tries to save your face while your body can not hide your masochism. you act like you just accuse people but secretly you hope it is understood that you scream and beg to be hurt. deep desire to be insulted rooted in guilt and self-loathing.

 

i couldn't tell you a more honest sign of feeling inferior then accusing someone of being superior who doesn't even know you exist or has any interest in you whatsoever. being interested in someone who doesnt care about you is all the proof you will ever need that you are inferior.

A lot of those people are emotional vampires who tread the streets stalking the unsuspecting of their precious need of negative reinforcement and your energy.

Some others are crabs, who scuttle around in search of the content, bringing joy into their lives by pulling those down to their level.

Both are draining, and at worst you have to babysit them unless you pit them against each other.

I do not have the connections to find it illegally and I have tried. The past two years have been terrible and I want to die. But unless OP is a girl, I doubt a person like me has ever pestered them. Even if OP is an actual girl, I still doubt it.

wholecelium.com

This is my sporeshop of trust.

 

 

I recommend the growkits because shrooms taste like champignons.

However if you don't want to try to grow them yourself, go for the ready-to-eat truffles, but expect a terrible taste.

 

Chances are that you will finally be able to escape from your own mind prison.

Shrooms can show you the way, but you will have to go it yourself.

 

 

webm related is what I produced around 2017 when depression hit me so hard that I really did consider jumping down on these rails.

Now I am a very happy and calm person.

 

You can do it too, Bernd.

is it legal on the germoney? if not, how do they and their customers avoid getting shut down by the po-po's?

It is illegal.

 

Shrooms don't get detected at the border because they don't smell and even if they did it's not worth training dogs for it because shroons are peobably less than 0.1% of drugs smuggled.

 

So yeah, check out the shop and see whether it ships to the US.

i was expecting them to use crypto for payments but it's don't

how can you operate an illegal service via SEPA transfers, i don't understand

because its not illegal in NL and nobody gives a shit

truly the most enlightened race

 

Fuck you.

 

You are a low IQ person with no empathy. You see the behaviour of other people and don't understand it. But yet they act the way they are. Your small brain has to make this make sense somehow. So you invent motives that explain the actions of these people with intentions you understand.

 

Maybe some people are like that. But the people who really suffer a depression don't.

 

For me, it is the exact opposite. I don't want any help and I hate the feeling of relying on other people or being babied. So I tried to deal with it myself for years and months. Sometimes this worked, sometimes it didn't. Over the last year, it mostly didn't. So I got help in the form of setting up a consultation with a psychologist.

 

Who am I telling you this? Maybe someone else will read it and gain understanding. Maybe you will, too, but I doubt it. I suspect you will use this to turn this into an insult or attack against me or twist it in a way that makes you right again, because that is what people on imageboards like to do.

your personality fits that of an antagonist of a childrens anime

 

when the main character is about to defeat him he will be enraged and scream what you wrote (pic1)

 

the main character and his party members listening are disgusted

 

MC: "People with complexes due to their weakness are all masochists longing to be abused? Bullshit! As if a cold hearted monster like you could ever understand the emotions of the weak!"

 

Cute girl in party: "Main chara-kun, you can do it!"

 

MC: "Ahh, girl-chan. I'll show this guy what true strength is!!"

 

MC: "ORAAAAA! RASENGIRI!!"

 

You: "Ugya.... How could this happen..."

 

Cute girl: "Hmpf! There you go, asshole! Main chara-kun is so mucb cooler than you!!"

Kill yourself subhuman

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having men surround and look up to you is attractive

you should use it to your advantage

 

t. woman never toucherer

(made 2 garbage posts by accident above and delete does nothing)

 

 

it's not no empathy it is merely empathy reserves have been sucked dry by people who insist on reliving problems that have been solved for ages. is a matter of perspective. you see yourself as someone with a problem who says he doesnt want help but still argues in a way that implies he prefers to be understood and i see you as someone who insist to live in obsolete mindsets that makes you sick and then on top has no shame on bothering others, sometimes without knowing that you do it, other times without caring that you do it, which could be argued is you not exhibiting empathy yourself.

 

well suit yourself, live in sickness but dont expect me to treat you any different from how most people treat insects because from my perspective you are not a person with a problem, you are the millionth person with the same problem who has learned to hide behind words while still doing nothing else then trying to drag people down.

 

 

yeah that's the kind of stuff someone like you says after playing "notice me senpai" with body language from the second you saw me to seem less desperate after finally understanding the desire for connection is one-sided.

 

 

good for you i guess though i dont believe psychologists are the best way to achieve mental health, from what little i have seen of actual psychology they like to "manage mental diseases" and thinking in terms of diseases is not necessarily the best way to achieve mental health.

 

i can tell you tried which is nice i guess but none of it is interesting to me. complete one-sider.

 

 

you'd think that if you never felt it but once you have you see the unfortunate limits of this narrow cultural reality most humans subscribe to. imagine going some place and people feeling that you dont have this hole inside you that you try to fill with something and then everyone around becomes attracted and fascinated and most people have no idea how disgusting the behavior of attracted people is. how they audition, how they make compliments, how their body is saying the things they are dumb enough to believe are secrets while their mouth is trying to change the subjects from their complete lack of control over themselves. how they behave when they believe someone is high status in a desperate attempt to falsely convey something they are in the middle of proving otherwise. the contradictions can become so annoying that it is at times hard to keep track of the lies they try to convey.

 

the attraction then grows and then second-hand attractors become attracted by the amount of attraction the first attractors exhibit and they are even more desperate and provocative and annoying. they just want to be noticed by the guy everyone looks at. they start fights, pretend any excuse to ask questions and approach and because they are all alike without knowing how common they are, they think they are geniuses with their approaches. they have no idea how they are just clones of other unwanted scum, saying the same things, pretending the same things, just participating in this web of lies.

 

then there are women becoming attracted while guys who could never attract a women with no amount of violence or trickery become red with rage because i didn't even do anything. they believe it is unfair. and they try to intercept the attraction.

 

unattractive guys have seen girls look at me with attraction and then they physically block their view of me so if they want to look at me they would have to look through them because they try to harves the eye contact, i shit you not.

 

there is an easy way to tell that you are ugly. if you go someplace and people dont go crazy and dont start fights with you or over you, then you are ugly. if you can go someplace and no trouble starts by just you being there and be left alone and mind your business, then you are ugly, which is far less undesirable of a state then any unattractive person could realize. such cases.

So you're complaining about negative rapport? Regular people do it too, all the time really. French people are famous for talking negatively as a form of bonding.

wtf I kinda doubt strangers start fights to be noticed by you

 

you've probably seen it in some form or another. you've seen girls that were so attractive that people lost their mind and became obsessed instantly. you have seen cool dudes in school who everyone tried to befriend and tried to orbit around. people who are so popular that other people decided to laugh at whatever they said both as a form of seeking connection and as an opportunity to blurt out their nervous feelings.

 

you've probably tried to befriend people that you instantly had some form of positive feeling about who couldn't care less about you.