ons 1: It was my first time and I was black out drunk. Grille took me home and wanted to be fugged. I couldn't get an erection is all I remember. The situation with her was extremely awkward, she continued to be interested sexually but also had a beta orbiter who she didn't want to find out about me but ended up becoming her bf.
ons 2: Girl had bf but wanted to visit me and sleep over. I was still inexperienced but horny. We went to bed together and I started touching her. She seemed to go along with it, didn't say no or anything and I ended up with my benin in her. She started to make an extremely uncomfortable face and when I asked if something was wrong she wanted to stop. I felt like I raped her and it fucked me up mentally a lot. Still traumatizes me and keeps me from making moves on girls.
ons 3: Tinder date without further meeting in person. Russian slut turns up at my apartment. Turns out she is fatter than on pics and I don't like her personality that much. But she was already at my apartment and we fucked. Wasn't bad but not good either. Getting her to leave was very awkward.