Bernd 2021-04-06 00:38:32 ⋅ 1w No. 113320
How old are you?
Bernd 2021-04-06 00:47:52 ⋅ 1w No. 113321
Older than you.
Bernd 2021-04-06 03:09:29 ⋅ 1w No. 113326
Soon 23. Still virgin. Also, you're that american Schizo who picks up pictures here and reposts them a few days later, aren't you?
Bernd 2021-04-06 03:17:25 ⋅ 1w No. 113327
>>113326 I'm doing fine in life, got an okay job, hobbies, pdojects to work on in my freetime. I just think that not having ever felt a girls love physically really is negative influence on my psyche as a man. Or in other words: I think I could have a lot more energy and motivation every day if I didn't have to live with this loneliness.
Bernd 2021-04-06 10:30:58 ⋅ 1w No. 113334
>>113327 That is correct. I'm a bit older and have been with girls, but also have long stretches of loneliness in between. If I have a really good and satisfying physical interaction with a girl, I am buzzing with happiness. I suddenly realize that a deafening background noise has been removed from my mind. I can just lie on my bed and feel really happy without any thoughts.
Bernd 2021-04-06 19:40:49 ⋅ 1w No. 113345
will turn 32 this year
Bernd 2021-04-06 22:20:41 ⋅ 1w No. 113350
>>113345 hello dad but on a real note, im 22 and I still feel like a teenager, the only difference is I have mild alcoholism :(
Bernd 2021-04-06 22:34:37 ⋅ 1w No. 113356
>>113355 Eh, fair enough. Never lived in a place where your vote would actually matter somehow (I live in the Turkish side) so that should be fun.
Bernd 2021-04-07 10:55:04 ⋅ 6d No. 113365
>>113345 I will turn 31 this year. How many gf's have you had? Me, zero.
Bernd 2021-04-07 13:39:43 ⋅ 6d No. 113371
>>113367 >>113365 wtf you virgin fucks? My two housemates were nice, but they kept inviting over this friend of theirs named Chance. He was black boy who came over all the time, and I hated his cocksure attitude. Inevitably, a vile incident occurred between me and him. I was eating a meal in the kitchen when he came over and started bragging to my housemates about his success with girls. I couldn’t stand it, so I proceeded to ask them all if they were virgins. They all looked at me weirdly and said that they had lost their virginity long ago. I felt so inferior, as it reminded me of how much I have missed out in life. And then this black boy named Chance said that he lost his virginity when he was only thirteen! In addition, he said that the girl he lost his virginity to was a blonde white girl! I was so enraged that I almost splashed him with my orange juice. I indignantly told him that I did not believe him, and then I went to my room to cry. I cried and cried and cried, and then I called my mother and cried to her on the phone. How could an inferior, ugly black boy be able to get a white girl and not me? I am beautiful, and I am half white myself. I am descended from British aristocracy. He is descended from slaves. I deserve it more. I tried not to believe his foul words, but they were already said, and it was hard to erase from my mind. If this is actually true, if this ugly black filth was able to have sex with a blonde white girl at the age of thirteen while I’ve had to suffer virginity all my life, then this just proves how ridiculous the female gender is. They would give themselves to this filthy scum, but they reject ME? The injustice!
Bernd 2021-04-07 13:50:46 ⋅ 6d No. 113374
>>113371 Please write a book with Kafkaesque incel qualities describing your sufferings.
Bernd 2021-04-07 16:39:45 ⋅ 6d No. 113381
>>113374 Have another one from my diary since you liked it August 5th came quickly, and I prepared myself to be in a pleasant mood to meet them. Their names were Ryan and Angel, and to my dismay they were of Hispanic race. In addition, the two of them were already friends with each other, which meant that they could possibly gang up against me if any conflicts were to arise. They also seemed like rowdy, low-class types. My first impression of them soured me, but I tried to be pleasant and not show it. The two of them acted cordial to me on the first day, but after observing them for a bit, I had a bad feeling that they would be trouble to live with… And they were to be my housemates for a whole year! When I was alone in my room, I panicked to myself at how dire a situation this was. This was extremely disappointing. I was hoping I would get decent, mature, clean-cut housemates. Instead I got low-class scum. On the second day, they started inviting their equally rowdy friends into my apartment, and we exchanged more small talk. To my indignant surprise, they asked me the question I always dreaded answering: “Are you a virgin?” I admitted that I was a virgin. I always admitted the truth about this. It was my life struggle, and I couldn’t lie about such a thing. They then had the audacity to tell me that they lost their virginity long ago, bragging about all the girls they had slept with. I particularly hated Angel because of his ugly pig-face. How could such an ugly animal have had sexual experiences with girls, and yet I haven’t? What was wrong with this world? I got so angry that I went to my room and punched the wall. They heard me and started laughing.
Bernd 2021-04-07 16:56:46 ⋅ 6d No. 113383
>>113381 I didn't like your new leaked videos from a few years ago before your incident. Instead of relaying your will to suffer by remaining isolated in your stewing misery, you should have moved elsewhere and begun a new life abroad. Instead you squandered it and your choice in car models is poor when there are better badges in that brand.
Bernd 2021-04-08 01:36:32 ⋅ 6d No. 113391
19 and souldead. Maybe my emptiness inside will spur me on to achieve in university.
Bernd 2021-04-08 01:40:12 ⋅ 6d No. 113394
>>113392 Computer science. Deciding between Informatica and Technische Informatica. I want to do scientific work and not design websites for fruit salesmen, but I am not that interested in hardware. I have to sleep. Studiekeuze gesprek om 10.00
Bernd 2021-04-08 05:19:00 ⋅ 5d No. 113396
>>113394 Both are fine, if you finish studying you won't get a webmonkey job unless you want to. Just pick a cool masters field (maybe switch university) and become pro. t. Information security pro, I throw shit at webmonkeys for failing basic data checking
Bernd 2021-04-08 12:04:01 ⋅ 5d No. 113400
>>113396 How do I become an infosec pro? t. Clueless about computers