Hello fren, finally took the jump. How are you?

I've lost control of my life

a couple days ago i had my first root canal treatment and i have still pain.

What is with you, are you ok?

You have us and we have you.

It's better to have nothing than a bunch of pixels.

Ouch! I hope you are treating yourself to only the tastiest (and most numbing) comfort foods, tooth pain is no joke.

 

I am fine, back to uni. Dealing with a lot of anxiety recently and dunno why.

Thanks, I come to kc for the community.

Pixels = based

I enjoy shadows on a wall too. Imagine what it smells like outside, if it still exists.

me eat alot Borscht.

 

Do you have fear to fail the uni?

Borscht ist good

 

Could be, but indirectly. I seem to fear and stress over things out of my control, like my parents' health or finances. I'm always too worried about them, it will kills me inside. Hard to focus on uni stuff and even harder to start the shit you're supposed to do.

Well, I don't know a solution for that.

 

What are you studying?

Forever STEM student, currently Maths.

Everyone on kc has high IQ expect me and the schizos.

If you are a man seriously interested in something, on your way to become a professional, an expert -- you don't need either friends nor gf.

Let your craft be your friend and gf.

doesn't sounds healthy

That was the most un-German response of the day.

Maybe because I'm only a Wolga German.

Ha don't worry, if I had smarts I would have graduated long ago (and had ferrets for years already).

Do you miss Rosija?

Only the Lebensraum.