Somehow Evola is more ebin although I consider myself Center left and not ultra right extremist.

Don’t buy into the grift of conspiracy nuts/fascism. Authoritarianism of any kind, be it left or right leaning, belongs in the trash bin of history.

i've read almost half of chomsky book on plane half a year ago and i cant remember anything out of it

No worries. I read him like 40k lore. I don’t take it seriously in the real world.

There is nothing better than benevolent dictatorship.

Though it only occured a few times throughout human history.

Libertarian socialists are against the concept of dictatorships like the USSR or China. In fact they hate any forms of oppressive government/hierarchy.

Funny enough socialism is less hierarchy then crapitalism and then what every liberalism will grow into. Goal of socialism -> communism aims to get rid of hierarchy at all.

 

U know, the lefties are anti-authoritarian only up until the moment they gain power

 

past this point they are totally don't