For years I have had periodic attacks of apathy and depression that I could not control. It was normal for me to be offline for several weeks or months without communicating with anyone. I think this has something to do with my unhappy childhood.
I went to the psychiatric hospital just to prove to my mother that I was not sick and that everything was fine with me.
I was eventually diagnosed with schizotypy lol. I was freaked out by this myself, but that’s how it was. I was discharged with this diagnosis. But after a week of review, an adequate diagnosis of anxiety disorder was made. They prescribed me pills and so I went home lol