>asexual
Nice try Zebrafish but your not going to get away with a Uruguay proxy.
(Do we have a place to write verdosos...?)
> Be me in RL
> Already had encounters before (actually my sex life started in a pedrusca way with a cousin). Also years ago with a friend, but unsuccessfully.
> But this year meet in RL an anon married chick I was chatting with on the Matrix
> Travel to Argentina and be with her under the condition that the husband be present
> Start a kinda toxic triangularity
> Then in the middle of that meet two more in RL (but originating from the Matrix)
> Now be frequenting the latest one of them and also every now and then the Argentine couple
> Be normie women, all of them milfs, didn’t use condoms the first times,
> Get a test and all good (though I still need to get another one soon to rule out a false negative), but nurse give me the scare of my life.
> Now try to use with all my might
> But despite all that: not feel much pleasure (sex overrated), but keep going for "what people will say." Sometimes feel more pleasure being alone at home than with them
> At times when with them not get an erection or get one but not ejaculate (be stuck for a while). Being very dependent on how I’m feeling at that moment
Think I started off pretty badly, plus maybe I’m more asexual than I thought. Has any bernd been trapped in casual intrigues like this?
Gonna see how I cut this off and maybe find something stable.
Pic unrelated.
Oh no! I'm real, and I'd like to start practicing sexual abstinence (including masturbation) until I find a stable partner.
Right now, I'm trying to bridge these causal relationships in an empathetic way. These people aren't bad in and of themselves, but the situation isn't good (at least for me. I think that as social animals, we seek companionship and sometimes end up accepting situations that aren't entirely pleasant).
If it's your own choice, then that's fine. Although I'd like to find a real, stable partner with the same values.
