I can see the future. I see options what I should or shouldn’t do. Apparently I can see it also from someone else’s eyes. I attract situations and themes. Bad things instigate if I wish for.

A long time ago bambina wished for the worst. I refused the river to take me. I clipped myself off. I am afraid to be very effective.

How can I make my sm0l me stop??

I kept myself conserved, it’s waiting, but evil forces oppose me. How can I save myself??