Seriously dude? That's such a lame thing to say. What do you do with all your money?

Nothing. It just sits there in my bank account.

Have you really had enough of the world? you're not interested to see the different corners of the globe? travelling can be a good way to meet new people. Put that damn money to work.

More likely I don't care. What's the point of visiting something even if it is beautiful, and looks like god given paradise, if I can't live there, especially if it's a foreign country. I lived in a city all my life, except in period of 2014 when I was in the village. Therapist suggested change of scenery, didn't quite work out, still felt empty so I went back to the city.

I did travel, alone. It's good I won't deny it, but then you go back to reality. You go back home, back to your job, back to your grey world and continue living the same life.

In my mind I can't envision the future because my life has been getting lower and lower and lower. My depression started at 16 and for 19 years it only grew worse and worse. My youth has been wasted mostly on sitting at home, playing video games, watching movies, anime, chatting with online friends, so basically doing nothing. And I kept hearing people saying "It's gonna get better, just keep working hard. something will come that will change your life!", but here we are at 35, I am prety much an old man now, my hair is starting to fall off. Lately it's getting hard for me to get out of bed because I just want to fall asleep and never wake up.

Good chance you fail and you'll end up as retard or a cripple or something.

The Austrian above is right. Figure something out to do something with your free time. Hanging out on imageboards won't help.

If you don't care if you die or not sign up at the Ukraine Foreign Legion or whatever. Tho good chance you'll end up as retard or a cripple.

Or do something "good". Volunteer at charities. Help out people expecting nothing in return.

You really should find something that you gain enjoyment from. And do not expect you'll live in bliss the rest of your life from one action.

Yes after you travel you have to return home and work some more. It's the same with everything. But then you have something to look forward to at least.

wait for Singularity

I think you need gf.

If I wanted to kys I would chose an exit bag. If you can't get helium you can also chose carbon monoxide poisoning: Make a room as airtight as you can and then fire up a grill in there.

 

Imho you should try to get a more exciting job. Something that challenges you more and were stuff happens.

You are depressed because you are not socially connected to other people.

 

Go find your tribe man.

I have tried to find a group of friends for me but currently I have no friends.

found a hobby that you are good in

 

boom easy friends

If I go to military the first thing I would do is probably shoot myself with the gun

Did that when I was younger. Like you said, it's only a temporary bliss.

I can barely make feiends let alone hold relationship with women

I was thinking carbon monoxide too

Hey guys just want you all to know this will be my last message. I will poison myself with CO and die. I probably should have never been born but I got to experience 35 years of the modern era of humanity. I had some happy moments but no matter what I always come back to that dark place. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I am tired of suffering. Even if there is nothing after that and you stay in the eternal void forever, I wouldn't really mind. at least I can sleep for an eternity and never get tired again.

 

For those of you who are still young, don't waste your youth like me, and hopefully you find your purpose.

 

If heaven and hell really exist, I guess we will see each other there next time, wherever I end up.

 

To finish it off, I would put a quote

 

"To be alone is the fate of all great minds" - arthur Schopenhauer

 

Best of luck anons

You should make up with your sister. Get in touch and put things into order.

 

Stupid.

hope to never see you post here again then

 

if your life really feels that worthless, i feel like there are 1000 better ways to say goodbye.

 

why don't you go majestic like a firework? you could do something risky to get online fame, you could drag some people down with you...

We are just about to enter the utopian AI era, it's crazy to kys now

 

We will even be able to restore ourselves back to youth soon

 

Don't kys

RIP

Have you tried multiple therapists? Have you tried antidepressants?

just get a gf

Jesus fucking Christ, I hope you really committed suicide, with that fucking message full of cringe you show that you are only looking for attention, kys faggot.

How unhappy someone must be with his own life to demand from someone to kill himself. 😩🫣

Please dont do it!!!

hes on the postermap, turns out he didnt do it

 

think about this OP >>296768

Are you OK?

Bruh, wanting to kill yourself and wishing you were never born are two different things you idiot.

You need a psychiatrist help, bro.

i tried to kill myself too, i knou this state, vhen all seems to be useless, especially yourself. i still think, that im useless and sometimes bad thoughts come to me.In that state, no logical arguments had any effect on me. So I won’t dissuade you in any way. Just if you want to spend time with someone, chat, play, you can write to me(my telegram - @Eqqqkdh)

Agreed.

Such quotes by people who commited suicide themselves in the end gotta be my favorite genre.

Lamo

Lol

Hahaha

Lmfao he's still alive. Seen him on the map recently

I hope you didnt do it bro, RIP if you did

Nah,he didn't do it,seen him earlier today on the map.

(Op)

Op,you are full of shat,go sod your self.

Lol OP

Did he really do it, bros? Has anyone seen him lately? I hope he changed his mind.

well you can always go to war and die from a drone

fuck off social whore

Op, pathetic.

Nice

Op got yeeted to the shadow realm.

Adios

Tschuss

Sad story ig,so long dude.

They helped op unalive himself.